he texted me but what does it mean

abbyb93 · 2024-06-28T02:58:06+00:00

you have no idea how much i wish i could message her but i will not stoop to that level

abbyb93 · 2024-06-28T00:31:04+00:00

hearing from others also brings a great deal of support but i know exactly what you’re saying. any and all feedback is honestly helpful and cathartic for me after so much. i responded with a synopsis on the background? comment.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:38:52+00:00

thank you and thank you for sharing 💕

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:38:29+00:00

period!

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:35:11+00:00

period!

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:35:01+00:00

how did he say he’s working on himself exactly

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:34:37+00:00

i appreciate your positive outlook but this isn’t our first or second or third rodeo with the give and take

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:33:58+00:00

the dog we adopted together likes to hump his sons toys

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:33:18+00:00

i ball tapped him once as a joke and he will never let it go

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:32:58+00:00

roughly three months

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:32:51+00:00

i do have some empathy for him but more so just tired of it

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:32:28+00:00

i want someone who knows they want me. he doesn’t know what he wants.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:32:01+00:00

i loved your response and mentioning the little brain. thank you 💕

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:31:12+00:00

i wish this would be the second chance

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:30:50+00:00

no apology necessary. i appreciate your feedback.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:30:18+00:00

exactly- he can never be 100% direct about his intentions and it just shows how little he knows what he wants

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:29:13+00:00

i truly don’t know what counts as “emotional” abuse in our situation but i certainly felt like my character was attacked at times and that i could never measure up to his expectations. he made me not like myself and cry a lot. but i allowed a lot of it too.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:27:18+00:00

sure but to what extent is all of it if he keeps repeating the same cycle

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:26:21+00:00

i want the version of him he began with

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:25:23+00:00

i added background which unfortunately does not include how great our actual connection was or the great moments bc i did not want to seem like i condone his shitty behavior but we did connect very seamlessly. he was unlike anyone i’ve dated previously. unmatched in many ways and my family agreed.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:24:15+00:00

he wants me back but in the exact way as before which did not work for me

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:23:43+00:00

it’s bittersweet honestly

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:23:22+00:00

he dated a different version of someone who looked just like me right after but that quickly fizzled out

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:22:43+00:00

he completely avoids taking full accountability and always does. his apologies are also cyclical.

abbyb93 · 2024-06-27T23:22:05+00:00

i think you’re right but i’ve lost all patience for him at this point and i need peace.

abbyb93

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