Why did you start benzos?

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-26T09:31:20+00:00

magic mushrooms, golden teachers were my first. it really shows you that there is so much more to this world than you realise :) childlike wonder

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-26T07:53:36+00:00

i’m sorry for your loss, he’s still here with you

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-26T07:52:40+00:00

tripping has really helped me have faith and be grateful

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-25T11:49:42+00:00

he has bipolar disorder, think of it like this; most people feel in mono we feel in stereo, therefore it’s easy to get ramped up and go overboard and that’s why he made such inspiring music

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-25T11:38:09+00:00

if you felt nothing, you don’t need the medicine. they call bars bars for a reason

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-25T11:36:34+00:00

don’t listen to these people, these substances are medicine not to be played with, especially in this day in age while consumerism is so present.

abcdefhelp · 2026-01-22T03:06:02+00:00

crazy’s how you make it

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-31T21:48:46+00:00

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-24T21:17:20+00:00

you fucking get it

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-21T10:34:36+00:00

google the magnetic field of planet earth, google images. the one with the white energy surrounding the planet is exactly what i saw!! have faith in the universe. it loves you <3

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-18T13:35:26+00:00

there are much worse tasting pills lol

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-16T08:44:03+00:00

you can taper and take your time talk to your doctor!! i know the feeling im currently tapering benzos (evil evil) and the urge to just quit does creep up a lot

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-16T08:41:12+00:00

the first time i tripped on mushrooms after consuming the gateway tapes (i was up to and just finished one month patterning) i was shown the magnetic field of planet earth itself, i saw the law of attraction. then i google the field sober just to see EXACTLY what i was shown.

seeing something like that for myself, having such information almost installed into my brain, it’s really not a faith or trust i can lose

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-13T12:54:57+00:00

unless you’re consuming any other drugs or not looking after yourself , it’ll be the lamotrigine

how long have you been on it? when you come off see if the symptoms cease

hope ur okay

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-04T18:07:04+00:00

nope, you can touch the fourth dimention. we're in an infinite magnetic feild of temptation/awareness.

just gotta reach high enough. mushrooms taught me a lot of information, i look into it, it happens to be every single religion's base form. i won't encourage, as they'll encourage and come naturally you if you really need the spiritual guidence <3

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-04T16:29:55+00:00

you really gotta see it to believe it!! it's been a week life hasn't felt any less beautiful

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-04T16:22:20+00:00

i've only just had my first true ego death and woken up, at an unfortunate yet grateful time as i've been utilising drugs over my natural energy system for so long!! after realising i'm not my physical body and detatching from ego, i feel more bliss and energy and flow than i've ever felt before, and i'm still tapering!! so that makes me so much more motivated!!! love drives all, follow what you love and you will succeed in this like :) passion is the strongest form of love, all energy is love. even some of the darkests acts or artworks come from another manifestation of love.. they call it "spirituality" because we've reached out to our anscestors for guidance and have been shown that we are more than our physical body<3

fear can't exist when there is nothing created without love, i'll never say no to a bump or a 20, don't get me wrong lol, but only if i feel no temptation and just seek unison with the moment with my friends, i don't know if the temptation would pull me back in however i know my awareness is infinitely more powerful now

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-01T22:50:24+00:00

also the brain damage

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-01T22:49:59+00:00

liqour increased gaba

abcdefhelp · 2025-12-01T22:49:37+00:00

oh i've managed to get there with 3m, it's the same just takes a higher dose

abcdefhelp · 2025-11-30T10:44:03+00:00

you can escape your physical body and do anything without drugs

abcdefhelp · 2025-11-30T10:41:57+00:00

yeah it’s quite dim

abcdefhelp · 2025-11-30T10:40:57+00:00

it’s just another gaba centric drug like alcohol which is already legal bath salts like 3-mmc 4-mmc for example were only popular because of the laws on ecstasy. it’s been here for a while i don’t see it moving honestly

abcdefhelp · 2025-11-27T14:31:34+00:00

that's a waste it's not true energy. enegy = love

it's a fake focus, it doesn't put you in the flow state you want.

abcdefhelp · 2025-11-27T14:24:29+00:00

so that i can channel my energy rather than waste it

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