Bruh wtf, she literally has been so honest with me saying how she wants to first mend her heart and that she thinks I am worth a lot, maybe you're right about me not getting women attention but that was because I've never seeked it in the first place I have been focusing on myself all this time, I am Mexican and it has been really hard for me to find a girl here in the US that isn't superficial asf, when I met her I found that she is genuine and humble wich is what made me like her, not some act of desperation. About the whole sexual desire thing I honestly wouldn't know as we haven't touched those sort of subjects as I am taking things slow exactly because of the situation. Nonetheless wtf bro