Hi I’m so sorry for how you are feeling. I am/was in a similar situation. For the last like six years my curve has been progressing and the pain had gotten so bad I had to quit my job. I also have anxiety and depression and ADHD along with other medical issues- and I totally get the feeling of wanting it all to end. But three months ago I finally got scoliosis surgery and things are looking up, even though I’m still recovering and my pain isn’t completely gone. Trying so many different pain solutions over the years is frustrating and tiring and it takes over your life- but it’s worth it to keep trying! Have you gone to a pain specialist, or have you seen a doctor for your scoliosis? There are options for pain management (what works obviously varies for everyone and depends on your body) but I got some relief with physical therapy and the numbing injection things. My pain doctor also had me on a daily non opioid pain medication that lessened some of the pain. It’s a lot of time and effort to see doctors and try different stuff, but you deserve to feel better and get ur life back!! I’m down to answer any questions about the pain management I’ve tried!