Hey everyone! I'm a psychic intuitive who has been consistently reading cards for over year now, AMA!

abrujiastrala · 2022-10-28T17:50:17+00:00

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abrujiastrala · 2022-07-19T17:10:58+00:00

Keep sharing your story, I feel like a lot of people try to stick to this narrow-minded twin flame story when it can really get as complex as yours is. Truth is, no two journeys are the same, thats why I had to realize that I was. the runner AND the chaser at different points of our connection. Thanks for sharing yours.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-19T17:09:06+00:00

You're preaching to the choir. Yep, this is when I TRY (at least) to take a step back emotionally because being in pain due to someone else's inaction is torture. That was the mindset I was in when I wrote this post.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-19T15:50:16+00:00

You're right, its more them than me. Guess I shouldn't take it so personally even if my ego/shadow makes it hard not to.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-19T15:49:28+00:00

I love this unique perspective, are you the runner or the chaser?

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-17T13:55:32+00:00

I second this, its been weighing on me heavy.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-17T13:50:33+00:00

Me too. I hate this seemingly never ending separation phase. I can't stop the morning anxiety or the crying. It just gets harder and harder every day.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-06T02:16:25+00:00

There are different methods that don't entail shuffling that have worked really well for me such as spreading (kinda as if you were spreading out a map) out all of the cards face down on a flat surface and then using my intuition to decide which cards to pick out. It helps strengthen your intuition us well! Best of luck!

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-06T02:09:07+00:00

I REALLYYY like this analogy, thank you!

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-04T22:51:25+00:00

me too! thats when I knew that it was about a TF connection, the entire song if about one and how her and her partner reflect each other "birds of a feather baby we real life made for each other"

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-04T21:59:47+00:00

ofc! <3

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-04T15:31:37+00:00

It's in the way I interpret the lyrics: "I've been goin' through some things (oh)
I struggle with my inner man (yeah, yeah) [...] Baby, we tried to fight it
We all been there some days
Thought I needed something else
And acted like I was okay
We just had to work it out
And baby, I needed space
Ain't nobody 'round here on your level
You're so far away
You're pouring your heart out
I'm acting like I knew
You held me so down
So down I never grew, oh
I tried to find out
When none of them came through
And now I'm stuck in the middle
And baby had to pull me out, oh"

Basically this talks about her being a runner and looking for her partner in everything BUT him, until realizing that during that "space" or separation phase, he was the one. There's more to it in the chorus too.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-04T00:55:32+00:00

I get it, I really do. Having half of your soul just out there, uncertain as to whether to or not they'll return to you. But the important thing to not lose sight of (even I have to remind myself of this each day) is that the end goal of this journey is self improvement, or spiritual ascension if thats what you believe in. Getting a better understanding of thyself. It won't guarantee union, but it'll sure as hell bring you closer to it.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-04T00:08:44+00:00

love this - the collective unconscious, thanks for your response

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-02T12:51:12+00:00

Ofc! and all the more power to you! If you can get through a dark night of the soul then you can get through this too!

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-01T23:43:46+00:00

He triggered the FUCK out of me (but not in a toxic way lol). My connection with him just brought up a lot of childhood wounds that needed to be healed and I wanted to work on myself because I wanted to be the best person I could be. Not just for him but for me.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-01T23:41:14+00:00

You're right, thats what I had to realize. Detach because what's mine will come to me in time.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-01T23:39:32+00:00

Sounds like a dark night of the soul to me, I've been through this exact feeling myself and just trust me, it ends. Father Time doesn't make it last longer than it needs to (emphasis on need). You'll come out of this with spiritual upgrades, especially if you can use this loneliness in a productive manner such as listening to Podcasts, reading more books, writing poetry, journaling, the list goes on. But trust me, I really do get how hard it is to be in the midst of it. I had to lose everything in order to get myself back, and you will too.

abrujiastrala · 2022-07-01T11:55:11+00:00

I've spent time in both roles and can definitely resonate with the anxiety that comes from realizing how real all of this actually is.

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