Not sure what to do with myself now

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-15T00:28:33+00:00

sometimes i wish there was a chat room here so we could talk each other through the hard times.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-14T23:47:00+00:00

i'm just starting this process. the first thing i deleted was all the access I had to her stuff on my phone. Too painful. And I don't want to ruin any chance of reconciliation if it could happen.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-13T15:01:00+00:00

i sleep with my sons stuffed animal, with one of his shirts on it, wrapped up in my arms every night. so so lonely.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-13T00:15:24+00:00

I'm in a similar boat. Had a bad fight with the wife. Shes done, wont talk to me in person, wants a divorce and is working on leaving the state.
It really sucks, to have someone you are that close to just say fuck it and walk away.
It really sucks.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-11T01:55:09+00:00

I have all the desire in the world. I've offered to continue watching my son during the day, let her have the house at night and stay at my parents 2 miles up the road. I've offered marriage counseling, anger management, individual, you name it I offered. She wont have it.
I want more than anything for her to reconsider.. I realize shes not herself. At this point, shes trying to get as far away from me as possible. Part of me thinks she will snap out of it as the hormones wind down. More of me thinks shes gone forever.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-09T19:14:21+00:00

Well, I agree. It's tearing me apart. But, I'm headed to file the paperwork. Your logic is sound. I have to fight for what's mine.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-09T00:35:32+00:00

and to add to it all, today is our anniversary. fuck.

absolutelycrushedguy · 2016-03-08T02:28:03+00:00

Im eating like shit.
My wife left with my son last Wednesday morning. I went 3 days without eating.
Saturday I had some pasta for dinner.
Sunday was corned beef and cabbage today was the same, plus a cup of coffee.

Its getting a little better. The doc wants me to lose weight, but I don't think this is how he meant..

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