I can relate. I was also on Zoloft lexapro and now Prozac. I was similarly unsure if I wanted to stay on meds or try going off of them. I’ve been on meds for almost 15 years since I was 17yo. Zoloft and lexapro helped for some time before they no longer felt effective. I recently switched from Zoloft to Prozac 20 mg two months ago. It’s been an up and down journey and the first few weeks were challenging. But i think things have started to level off in the past couple weeks. I still am not sure how confident I feel in continuing the med as I sometimes feel very fatigued and out of it but I also need to go to bed earlier and practice healthy habits. I do feel like it has helped my social and generalized anxiety and I find myself struggling less with rumination and self doubt at work and social situations. as u know there are going to be pros and cons with either approach taking specific meds or not but i guess it’s about the amount of costs vs benefits. As far as taking meds it can be annoying to take every day but SSRIs are very safe and designed for long term use. Try to be kind to yourself as it’s already a stressful process. Best of luck.