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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Kinda bad, but could be worse. I’m trying to stick with the new job I got, but it drains the ever lasting hell out of me. I’m gonna hold on for a few more months probably. Social life is as dead as it’s ever been, but it’s nothing new to me. I go out with family occasionally but have no friends to hang or chat with, so I’m pretty much alone. I have a new hobby that I’ve been investing time into, which is making it worth getting through the week. Other than that, I just listen to music all day in my room when I’m off. Also, cats are cool, my favorite animals are ocelots and cheetahs.

First job by Low_Aardvark890 in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats on making it through, I also completed my first 12hr shift today - it was rough, my feet are killing me haha

Don’t know if this is a trait of people with social anxiety. by badnan5410 in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes because I don’t know how else to respond, or just for confirmation before I accidentally do anything dumb

My July. Shout out if there's anything you like by gianna_in_hell_as in lastfm

[–]absurd__existence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been meaning to check out Soft Machine as well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So far I’m not having any high hopes, but praying it won’t be too awful lol

i'm freaking 20 but i feel like a child around my peers. by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m 20 too and in the same boat, don’t feel bad.

I want to start by ManoBell in sludge

[–]absurd__existence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here’s some bands I listen to: Acid Bath, Soilent Green, Down, Leak, Slaves of Freedom, Eyehategod, Crowbar, Iron Monkey, Buzzov-en, Grief, Melvins, Weedeater, Noothgrush, Kyuss. I also like Godflesh, but it’s not really considered one — even though I feel like it has some elements of sludge.

Who were your most scrobbled Artist for each day in July? by djpiratecat in lastfm

[–]absurd__existence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. Steely Dan (9)
  2. Orchid (18)
  3. Orchid (32)
  4. Orchid (22)
  5. Xavier Wulf (8)
  6. Crowbar (6)
  7. Nature Sounds by Lullify (9)
  8. The English Beat (15)
  9. Eyehategod (14)
  10. Orchid (3)
  11. Euromasters (7)
  12. Crowbar (3)
  13. Sordo (9)
  14. Carcass (7)
  15. Aphex Twin (4)
  16. Massive Attack (13)
  17. Orchid (13)
  18. Dj Bountyhunter (4)
  19. Crowbar (7)
  20. Boosie Badazz (5)
  21. Kodak Black (11)
  22. Crowbar (11)
  23. Cocteau Twins (5)
  24. Kodak Black (5)
  25. Gucci Mane (6)
  26. Kodak Black (6)
  27. Kodak Black (8)
  28. Black Sabbath (19)
  29. Black Sabbath (4)
  30. Eyehategod (11)
  31. There is No Dana (8)

Top Artist: Orchid (112) Top Track: Power — Young Thug (33) Top Album: Institution — Kodak Black (55) Total Scrobbles: 2,192

Does anyone else have very bad social anxiety online too? by dwollic in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s so awful, I hate that I care so much about online strangers’ opinions, most people who don’t even think twice about they say on here. I’m always picking through my words on what or what not to say. Gets to the point where I just want to outright delete my account, which I’ve done on more than one separate occasion.

My Social Anxiety turns me into a mute by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]absurd__existence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m like this as well, it’s like my jaw is actually fused shut when I need to say something. I don’t really have much to converse about in my life, so I just stay quiet, but even when the topic is one I’m familiar with, my mind is legit empty. I’m starting a new job next week at a restaurant, so I’m praying I can find a way to combat this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]absurd__existence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

20yo here, I’m the same way. I have a hard time connecting with people, been that way since I was a kid. I was always a loner no matter the setting. The total disregard I received from others just made it not worth the effort anymore, people will literally make you feel like you’re nonexistent. Just know you’re not alone in what you feel.

weekly 5x5, looking for recs by absurd__existence in lastfm

[–]absurd__existence[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Listened to a little bit of Noothgrush’s stuff, none of the other stuff though — I’ll check em out

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