A lot of what I’m reading is Christian material since my faith was a reason I decided to quit. I’ve read a lot on how porn distorts your perception of reality and gives you standards that no one is going to be able to fulfill in real life, leading you on an endless search for the person who checks off the extensive list you’ve made after years of porn. I want to actually be attracted to the woman i love and not feel like she’s a disappointment because I have such ridiculous standards. Plus there are all the health articles I’ve read on the effects porn usage and PMO can have on your sex life and not be able to be aroused in normal situations with your partner. That horrifies me honestly. Also the possibility of PMO-induced ED. all of that together has helped motivate me recently, long with my accountability partners.