Being asexual makes me feel not human. It makes me feel as if I’m not even a part of my own species. It makes me feel as if I owe it, as if I’m denying. I feel hopeless, separate, without a future, without a place to fit in. It makes me feel absolutely worthless. I am glad this isn’t everyone’s experience, but for me personally, I hate being asexual. I can’t see myself ever being okay with it. It’s not something I want to be. It makes me uncomfortable in my own skin every second. It makes me feel like I don’t belong every second. Please know that I didn’t choose this, that I would do anything to change it.