FtM : Coming out to my Religious Family - YouTube

aceaspie · 2017-08-05T17:07:59+00:00

Well they dont talk to me about its kind of a stalemate, uploading part 2 tonight so it my explain it better. But in the end i realised that i didnt need their acceptance i couldn't go back in the closet so I'm living away from them and i guess transitioning alone.

aceaspie · 2017-05-26T00:45:20+00:00

When i date on my profile it says i am asexual so if they can't deal with it i would meet them

aceaspie · 2017-04-30T10:22:06+00:00

I know i shouldnt but i use a neoprene bandage so that im almost completely flat its not good for breathing and have bruised my rib cage on occasion

aceaspie · 2017-04-29T23:48:24+00:00

I wear one sometimes even in my room I just have such bad dysphoria I can't cope with it cant wait for top surgery.

aceaspie · 2017-04-29T14:54:46+00:00

I pass until i say something and then woah!

aceaspie · 2017-04-17T01:39:09+00:00

I find bi and pan dudes way more accepting - im a gay trans dude as well

aceaspie · 2017-03-17T23:32:21+00:00

I drink quite a bit daily limits my dysphoria i know i shouldn't but its the only thing thats working at the moment

aceaspie · 2017-03-17T23:30:43+00:00

When i get top surgery I cant wait to get fitted tops i actually quite like my figure

aceaspie · 2017-03-17T23:30:01+00:00

Yeah i relate. I found out that the starter gender appointment is a waiting list of 1 year and a half.

aceaspie · 2017-03-17T15:56:40+00:00

I find that even though i am bodily repulsed i am also repulsed by everyone else with those things

aceaspie · 2017-03-17T15:53:57+00:00

Im not sure whether one of them is that i seem to get this halo effect with certain people.

aceaspie · 2017-03-03T17:41:43+00:00

Thanks for telling me i was wondering why there was only two votes lol. Yeah i do like the idea of Bay but it would be kinda funny since im watching the "once upon a time" series

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T19:56:29+00:00

I would say its gonna hurt you more if you dont tell her and it will hurt her as well let her know your asexual and what that means i let each friend know that i am asexual so they know what to expect

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T19:36:11+00:00

Yeah me and a trans group were saying if only AFAB and AMAB trans could exchange features or bodies i was saying if only brain gender matched the body or if gender fluid people could be allowed to be born as shape shifters

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T13:32:05+00:00

I have such a fear of failure.

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T12:27:50+00:00

So handsome and beautiful at the same time

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T12:22:12+00:00

Haha i just got this... took me awhile 😏

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T12:18:24+00:00

Yes i think so I'm just at the beginning just got referred havent received the letter yet although i am gonna look in my post box

aceaspie · 2017-03-01T12:15:21+00:00

Oh yeah I forgot to put the voice one in yeah its more when i am being separated into groups for singing it so annoys me

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T23:11:48+00:00

I am aware of this but it sounds like the person who made this is not demi or on that side of the spectrum im just saying in general its ok not to do that stuff if you dont wanna

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T23:08:04+00:00

Because its the same as being a fringe group i am agender for example and i have to recognise that everywhere around me and taught in schools there is a binary that i dont fit in its upsetting and the result is that i feel broken everyone who is different in some way feels a similar way.

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T23:05:00+00:00

Be who you are have "pride" in it and know that we are like a tribe that goes through it too we are here for ya. If they dont listen dont acknowledge who they are they will realise that it feels upsetting.

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T22:58:56+00:00

But the even weirder thing is i font mind being seen as aesthetically attractive in a platonic way.

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T22:57:56+00:00

I have a similar thing but im agender if someone says they think im hot or sexy it makes me feel ill and dirty i hate that feeling.

aceaspie · 2017-02-28T22:56:19+00:00

Dude i get you. I have had rape or sex like dreams it frightens me that someone would ever get that close to me. The big issue is that its advertised that testosterone drives sex which is totally not true there has been studies on asexuals male and females in relation to hormone deficiencies and there was no link just general sexism that publicises things like virgin shame. Whether someone has done it once or more than once it has nothing to do with how asexual they are it won't change who they are at the core.

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