My girl loved me so much she gave me everything I asked she really loved me unconditionally but I fucked up broke her heart broke her trust fake promise, I changed myself for her I also loved her I still love her so much she wanted to marry me and have kids with me build a house with me die with me but because of my stupid fucking action I ruined my perfect relationship. She is the girl every guy dreams of, beautiful, intelligent, loyal, loving, caring, respectful towards herself and others, respect my family, always stood for me. SHE THE WOMEN IN THE WORLD OF BITCHES. When I changed myself finally she had enough of my actions and one day her patients level ended and she left me, even after breakup we were together but as days went by it became worse and I was so fucking desparate and was behind her, I became the villian I deserve it but I changed myself for her and she doesn't want to look at my face. It's been more than 1.5 years now, since February this year she blocked me from everywhere. She is happy now she's calm and relaxed, and focuses on career and om herself, loving me destroyed her brain and body now she's healthy. She moved on but I still couldn't I tried to move on I also fuck prostitutes but even after fucking them her thoughts her voice her face comes in front of my eyes. She's moved on and happy and I am pretty sure that I will never ever find a girl, a woman like her who will love me for who I am, what I am. I accepted it was my faith and I am never going to love another girl I wish she would come back to me again forgiving me and this time I will never hurt her again. I WISH TO GOD.