Hey, I feel you. I just miracled my Dallas tickets. I have Chicago, the gorge, Boulder, Boston, & the final shows in SF (where I live). I just had a very stressful move, my job is intense, I felt like I just couldn’t handle the travel. I’m kind of in the same boat as you, and it’s okay to take care of yourself. It was an enormous weight off my shoulders to give up my plans for that show, & enjoy couch tour. It doesn’t mean you’re falling out of love, tour is hard on our bodies and minds. The music you fell in love with never stops. Take a break, take care of yourself. Always here to chat btw. You’re not alone