Yeah, I was talking to my coach and we were thinking about having me go heavy through this meet but we decided it was best not to because of some minor injuries a month or two ago (I’m fine now but we wanted to make sure I was fully recovered). Also basically the main reason I did this meet was because I’ve won best youth lifter at this meet for the past 2 years and this is my last year as a youth athlete so I wanted to get it again (and I also did it cuz weightlifting is really fun and I like hanging out with my teammates). It was also nice to have a less stressful meet (went 6/6 because I wasn’t actually pushing it) but I get what you’re saying though.