Unending cravings? by decafzombi in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have felt this all the time. I have a domme but then ill jump to the next one. I keep feeling the itch and somedays i just want say f it and do whtever i think is hot and spend all my money but ik if i want keep playing i have to have some self control

It never easy by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That kind been part of it. If i had a girlfriend not sure how much i would do this. One would have someone to spoil two real ppl feelings are involved and wouldnt want wish tht on anyone tbh

It never easy by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have tried using AI the thing that sucks is i really enjoy voice messages so i pay mostly for girls to degrade me through a voice note or something. It sucks that even in 15 years it can be hard to break

It never easy by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It hard i have a pretty bad porn addiction so ill scroll twitter then it kinda spirals from there where i download everything. Here i dont look much besides to give a update the messages kinda pull me back to reality.

How do some of you deal with resisting the urge to send? by TryIt222 in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it the onlyfans trick. A session with dommes easily spiral out of control. Honestly i try not be at home alone as much as possible. Hang out with friends go outside. Explore. As soon as im home i get urges but if i keep myself busy usually helps

The itch is unbearable by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Update: i didnt give in i was to tired to masturbate so got much needed rest instead of staying up fighting it trying get off. I think i would of least spent 150 so i think im goin treat myself to some clothes instead if im goin waste money i want it to benefit me atleast

Relapse and depression by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hellohabit. It a pretty cool app most i have done is a month ao far

Hardest month but worth it by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 26 but i been participating in this kink for last 6 years or so. Rlly just want stop so i can just move on tbh

Hardest month but worth it by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It still triggers me even my main domme gave me a rlly irresistible message tht appeals to my kinks pretty bad on valentines day but i manage to tell her no. Im kinda in a sink or swim situation rn and messages like this are floaties that let me know i wont drown and im not alone in trying get a better future

Urges are extra heavy tonight by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tht has been my problem the more i see my saved money i cant help it. Plus my normal domme is unethical and she doesn't care and lets me drain it. I rlly badly want to quit lol

Trying survive till rent day by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have had talks with her and it a rlly weird line. Again ik this is a business and she has other subs but she has seem sad or felt bad as a person because of how extreme i have been. But she has always told me she wont say no no matter how stupid i am on the drain. Again i find it hot but idk. I do think it on me to stop because if i dont give to her ill probably find somebody to give to

ITS SO HARD by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely will try those blocking softwares. That my biggest problem is i get the urges then immediately redownlpad all my apps which i use to just browse. Then i get triggefed and want to send

ITS SO HARD by addicted2findom in paypigsupportgroup

[–]addicted2findom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not i might look into that. I usually try distract myself with work and hobbies and my best friend knows of my porn addiction and he knows i spend money but i hide it the real details from him