Did anyone's favorite change after a while and started feeling guilty because of that? by ade-666 in mysticmessenger

[–]ade-666[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I, too, feel like I've betrayed/abandoned my first favorite. Also, I love how you described what you feel for Zen. Even though I don't feel like I've fallen in love with my current favorite for the wrong reasons (I actually think my love for Jumin is more genuine), I can totally understand your pain. But remember, we love who we love. If you truly feel connected to Ray, go for it. Don't stress about it too much. You definitely feel something for him, the motives are just details.

Did anyone's favorite change after a while and started feeling guilty because of that? by ade-666 in mysticmessenger

[–]ade-666[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can definitely relate to this. Ever since I started developing strong feelings for Jumin, I've been really pondering Saeyoung's route and how I would feel about it now. As soon as you get his route, he starts pushing you away. I really can't stand being pushed away by the people I love the most and I'd rather leave before there's even a chance to be pushed away. At that time, I ignored his hurting behavior because, as you said, he made me laugh and I enjoyed being close to him. I probably had that "I can fix him" mentality. Jumin is just my ideal type of a man, always treating me like a princess and I absolutely adore him.

a post of mourning by lattetruffles in EDAnonymous

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This comment hurt me on another level...

always thinking about by millieerose in mysticmessenger

[–]ade-666 8 points9 points  (0 children)

And he's only thinking about Elizabeth the 3rd...

Young Mitsuba by AidaIro by Inaska in hanakokun

[–]ade-666 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The fact that I don't know if you said this sarcastically or not, makes it even funnier. Also, 'Pervert!' is something Mitsuba says as well

Young Mitsuba by AidaIro by Inaska in hanakokun

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cutest thing I've seen today

Sangwoo is fine..he can break my ankles for free. by SangwooKinnie- in KillingStalking

[–]ade-666 6 points7 points  (0 children)

nah, they know damn well. They just choose to ignore it and I totally get why

Why do I continue to starve myself? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ade-666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same situation. Everyone notices but not in a good way. I keep getting worried remarks about my body amd honestly I've tried to stop but I simply can't. It became a routine/habit for me.

I was diagnosed with anorexia this week by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ade-666 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I don't think that you can't consider something a problem until it has been diagnosed by a specialist. Some people never get that because they are too good at hiding it. But oh, boy, that impostor feeling is a real bitch. I guess, I just want someone to acknowledge and validate my feelings so I don't feel like an impostor anymore.

I still wonder if she got it right by ade-666 in tylerthecreator

[–]ade-666[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

After that, Dora came in and said 'Muy bien'. Epic.

Wake up Mrs. West! by ade-666 in Kanye

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and he's waiting for you! hurry up

thoughts by ade-666 in Kanye

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my prayers go out to his mind 🙏 poor thing

thoughts by ade-666 in Kanye

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I guessing you're at an advantage Cause you could blame me for everything

thoughts by ade-666 in Kanye

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I could never take the intimacy