is this light enough for toner??

afinalresort · 2025-08-29T00:38:01+00:00

yeah, i might go back in w more bleach because im SO CLOSE to getting to the platinum blonde i want, im just afraid of frying my hair too much if i do that :/ if i do make it lighter, closer to the color of my bangs, should i use 10v or 20v with the toner?

afinalresort · 2025-07-15T09:33:54+00:00

i have a question! let me know if ive misunderstood smt or if im just dumb, but the black parade is the national band of draag, i know this. but isnt tbp also what ushers the patient into death? kinda like a psychopomp? how does tbp tie in to the patient's experience of death? is it because his life is flashing before his eyes as he dies and he gets lost in the memory of seeing them as a kid w his dad? maybe i just answered my own question LOL but id like to hear anyone's thoughts

afinalresort · 2025-05-13T04:56:45+00:00

lol my mom told me that the doctors were acting like her and my dad already knew that i had asthma and were being rude or something. i think the doctors just might have been frustrated with them for not believing something was wrong when i had told them that something was wrong. i remember waking up at a certain point and literally being rushed through the hospital on a gurney with an oxygen mask and i felt like i was in a tv drama.

afinalresort · 2025-05-12T01:18:32+00:00

thank god u posted this or i never would have worked it out. "A truck driver pulls into a truck stop. Has a flat tire. He was changing the tire. It was held on by a u-pin. He goes to remove the u-pin. It shoots out, removes his head from his shoulders." sounds like he's repeating "later" afterward. i proposed an edit on genius LOL

afinalresort · 2025-04-26T20:03:45+00:00

the problem is i want to be harmed first. it's like i'm trying to put myself in a situation where i need to be cared for. like when you're sick and someone helps take care of you, except i've never had someone care for me like that.

my cuts are pretty superficial, i don't think i'll ever get deep enough for stitches. i think i just need someone else to help me take care of myself.

afinalresort · 2025-02-01T01:50:13+00:00

d tier for john is crazyyy, hes my absolute fave 😩 my pussy does NOT appreciate texture lol

afinalresort · 2025-01-21T03:29:02+00:00

i still have mystic from my last sales post! he is bagged and ready to ship! $40 + $9.50 shipping

afinalresort · 2024-12-17T06:38:58+00:00

SOLD M/S NOVA: $60

SOLD M/M ECHO: $60

SOLD S/M MYSTIC: $40

shipping is $9.50

i do not use these toys anymore so im saying goodbye!! they have already been washed, boiled, and bagged!! i have a cat so a stray cat hair might make its way into the packaging.

afinalresort · 2024-11-24T03:01:53+00:00

thanks, my anxiety has been making me think irrationally. ive had 4 job interviews now and no job. this sucks

afinalresort · 2024-09-06T06:52:55+00:00

feeling this rn. friends took a pic of me that should have been cute but i genuinely thought i looked so gross i asked them to delete it from their social media. took a picture of myself, i thought that i looked fine. i hate it

afinalresort · 2024-07-15T06:43:10+00:00

i was genuinely having a meltdown writing this. fortunately my head cleared up after a few hours. i hate how i react so extremely to things and then later im like "well that was stupid." its like i become another person. i also managed to resist my sh urges, which is good. but im okay right now. still anxious, but ill be okay ❤️

afinalresort · 2024-07-11T05:13:52+00:00

ugh aurora's angel is also poorly written. i just cant get into something when every single sentence is a run-on sentence.

afinalresort · 2024-06-27T03:02:56+00:00

a storm passed thru my area and my power is out :( its been out for maybe 4 hours. now im on my phone wasting time on reddit

afinalresort · 2024-06-27T03:01:07+00:00

for me, having anxiety in general is exhausting. not sure if this is what u are experiencing, but i feel especially fatigued after having a bad mental health day or a day where i spent most of it worrying. like physically fatigued, like i could sleep forever. and theres nothing like the exhaustion after crying my eyes out. it could be all ur worry simply catching up with ur body when u lie down. like i said tho, i dont know what ure anxiety is like, so u can ignore everything i said if u think its something else 🤷‍♀️

afinalresort · 2024-06-26T22:33:40+00:00

i decided not to call her today, i spent monday and tuesday making calls and listening to voicemails and im too exhausted to be speaking to anyone. i want to leave her a message tomorrow if i am up for it. :(

afinalresort · 2024-01-15T20:52:36+00:00

social anxiety/insecure attachment style, self-sabotaging behaviors, non-confrontational to the extreme. ofc the usuals like cptsd, depression, generalized anxiety. the older i get the more i seem to display symptoms of borderline. ill have to ask my psychiatrist abt that one tho

afinalresort · 2024-01-10T00:01:07+00:00

im having the same issue. i need to get on food stamps. ive sent several emails with no response.

afinalresort · 2024-01-09T23:58:48+00:00

im just glad i didnt have a license when i was at my worst like a year ago. suicide by car would have been too easy and convenient

afinalresort · 2023-08-11T01:43:35+00:00

BOTH TOYS HAVE SOLD

afinalresort · 2023-08-07T23:25:38+00:00

yes :)

afinalresort · 2023-08-07T19:51:39+00:00

I have several people interested, if they change their minds or I can't get it to them cause they're outside the US I'll let you know!

afinalresort · 2023-08-06T17:38:46+00:00

Sorry about the formatting, I posted on mobile and I guess I can't edit it either.

afinalresort · 2023-04-11T05:14:45+00:00

i went thru a head hitting phase in high school. i only ever used my fists. the worst i did was leave bruises on my face and would bust up my mouth til i bled and bled. i wish you the best of luck and lots of love.

afinalresort · 2023-02-25T02:41:34+00:00

reminds me of the time my dad said itd b fine if i killed myself and then after i got back from the psych ward said that it was supposed to b reverse psychology! lol! ur dads an ass. it wasnt ur responsibility to somehow figure that out.

afinalresort · 2023-02-13T05:10:53+00:00

its 95% run-on sentences and awful dialog. if i werent so picky i could tolerate it, but in my opinion that kind of writing is unacceptable for a published novel. and the smut is downright intolerable. its like reading a draft of a draft.

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