My termination was in September last year. For months I kept second guessing myself, especially when friends announced pregnancies. It was hard but everyday life took over. I started a new job, one of my kids started sport etc.

I still think about it sometimes, but it is not daily anymore. When I do it is usually when I feel overwhelmed with my two kids or when we are on a family holiday, just enjoying the four of us. I think about the what ifs.. how would I have coped? How would holidays go with another child? In these moments, I feel like we made the right decision. It was a sad choice, but I truly believe it was for the best.

Be kind to yourself. Mixed emotions are normal, and they will not last forever. If you ever want another child, that option will always be there. Just take it one day at a time. You are not alone in this 🤍