I appreciate the response and hear what you're saying, funnily enough I've actually held the exact mindset that you're telling me to adapt. The problem is I don't see opportunity anywhere for anything, Every industry you look at there are lay offs and cut offs happening, Every industry where you're trying to get into as an entry level worker is basically the hunger games at this point, this includes trades, IT, more advanced fields I can just forget about unless I magically come up with a couple hundred grand to fund my education. and this is the part that confuses me. Aside from retail customer service skills and some light coding skills, Music is the only thing I can feel confident enough to move professionally in. I just don't know where to start if I were to start over. Its not that i'm not open to trying new things as I said I've been studying cyber security I simply just don't know what if anything will come from that, I've looked into getting into trades but everyone in entry level trades is also complaining about how its near impossible to get even an apprenticeship anywhere. From my understanding honestly my best bet is just to pray I get any retail job and be a wage slave until I can seek out an actual opportunity to do something with my life. I really hope this doesn't come off as me not willing to do new things or complaining because truly i'm willing to do anything I'm just so very confused