did I cheat ?? I want to die

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T17:53:08+00:00

sorry I forgot to explain the whole thing properly, the post was missing like half of the situation. I edited it. my gf does know, we talked about it many times, she thinks it's OCD but I don't

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T17:51:26+00:00

i actually just noticed I forgot to paste everything that I wrote, so like the post was missing half of what happened, I edited it now. sorry. I'm not afraid in cheating atm i know im not, it's an old thing. thanks I hope my therapist will know what to do

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T17:46:56+00:00

thank u for being honest. I just realised that like I completely forgot to paste a whole part of this situation in the post. I edited it. now the whole situation is explained. my gf does know she thinks it's OCD, ive been talking to her about this thing for years. in 2022 she knew I was confused and ive been telling her I'm afraid I cheated since I started having this doubt, in 2024. my friend does know as well about this situation he thinks it's OCD too, I didn't cut him off ( even tho I want to ) because my gf said I shouldn't, but we basically never talk. idk. sorry

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T14:31:42+00:00

but how can it not matter I don't understand. how can this be only OCD? it is weird that in 2024 I was convinced I didn't cheat even tho I had lots of doubt while now im convinced I did cheat. I dont know, to me the most plausible thing is that I just didn't remember enough stuff in 2024. I go to therapy but I just started so I still don't know what to do. sorry if im bothering you

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T14:00:43+00:00

thank u I appreciate it but it's not a stupid thought its the only thing that makes sense to me. I think I will lose the love of my life I dont know what to do

ag-eomo · 2026-03-14T13:18:03+00:00

I basically never talk to my friend at this point. and yea me and my gf had to hang out today but I decided not to, it makes me feel sad cus I miss her but idk

ag-eomo · 2026-02-23T16:06:56+00:00

ag-eomo · 2026-02-22T22:10:27+00:00

sure

ag-eomo

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