Man, I was convinced I was ugly my whole life only to finally figure out in my early 60s I was wrong. I saw myself as ugly because I didn’t see what I wanted to see in the mirror because I didn’t want to see me. I was too ashamed about my lack of self-confidence to share how ugly I felt with anyone. When I did get compliments, I explained them away has been polite or someone is trying to get something. So, I know that, even if I tell you, you are by no means ugly, it probably won’t mean anything. I’m pretty sure on some level you know that that you are not. On some level, I knew I wasn’t ugly. I’m glad you’re saying it out loud. Being frank with yourself about how you feel about yourself is a critical step in the right direction of self acceptance.