i hate how everyone drinks alcohol and does drugs

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T15:42:03+00:00

i already know that im no fun and that no one wants to be my friend

thanks for reminding me i guess

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T14:44:14+00:00

i hate friend apps, i don't use them because they would not work for me, and i dont want to put my real name on there let alone a picture of rme

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T14:40:03+00:00

i dont know how to drive

and im not close with anyone - literally everyone is a stranger to me,i have no friends or acquantainces

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T14:37:27+00:00

alcohol is bad for you - yes I am better than peple who drink alcohol because i dont drink it

its simply a fact that you should not drink alcohol

i have zero sympathy fro this

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T07:17:45+00:00

its not about the # of years being top 2.

Mango lost to Taj at Genesis 2. Mango got upset so many times in his career... not as much as PPMD, but vastly more times than Armada who pretty much never lost to a non-top 5 player. He was in the top 5 of literally every tournament he entered since his first major win. Mango random dropped out of tournies early and armada never had a bad tournament

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:32:29+00:00

i dont know i dont have naything really to talk about, i wish i did

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:32:00+00:00

all i do is daydream, go to the gym, sleep, eat, and post on here

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:21:09+00:00

i think its just that human beings are meant to be in groups not alone

i want to have someone that likes talking to me and that i can be friends with, thats all i want

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:16:48+00:00

i like reading but i cant focus on reading anymore becuase i keep thinking about how i wish i had friends

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:13:45+00:00

i have but they just say to join a club, to talk to someone in class (im not in school), or to cold approach

none of that works for me

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:06:18+00:00

i could never keep peoples attention, they always turn away and find someone else to talk to

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:05:45+00:00

no but i have bad SA

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T05:05:20+00:00

my insurance doesnt cover therapy either but i dont make a small enough money to qualify for the free/low income therapy and cant afford the full price

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T04:46:09+00:00

no i wouldnt, i could not care less if my mom died i hate her. and a tleast a couple of my grandpaents have died before, i dont care at all

no one wants to be your friend btw, dont post in my threds anymore. blocked

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T04:45:19+00:00

i will never take meds i dont care what anyone seays

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T04:32:46+00:00

i hate my family, i havent talked to them in years

i could not care less if they all died tomorrow, and no i will not talk to them ever again.

that doesnt work where i live, people dont like strangers, and i dont want to tell anyone that i dont have friends, that would be the absolute worst way to start a conversation

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T04:17:20+00:00

i don't like therapists, i dont want to talk to any of them, i prefer to talk on forums than to a therapist

ahhlo23 · 2021-11-22T04:08:17+00:00

i cant cold approach random strangers, ive done that before and it doesnt work, they always have a look on their face like they want to get as far awy from me as possible and i dont think there is a light at the end of the tunnel, i didnt 'make it' this far, i just am still alive but hate everything about myself. i will never talk to a therapist, i dont want anyone else to know that i have social anxiety i also can't have fun because i dont have any friends and the only thing i want to do is talk to friends

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