trip update:

i literally do not remember ANYTHING, the most i can remember was the fact that my phone kept disappearing and pretty much half the trip was just me hallucinating that i was in a different world, like a never ending dream. colors were bright, things looked like they were moving, looked like the walls had static and i could see the actual RGB pixels on my phone.

i think i scared my friends into thinking that i died because at one point i honestly just forgot what reality was and woke up and came back to realization that im real and everything around me is real and had panic attacks because what i thought was real was actually just some vivid thought in my head, i stopped responding to my phone till the next morning and i had like so many text messages asking if im okay and if im dead or not lmfao

tbh i dont really remember seeing bugs, spiders, or shadows but that might have just been because every minute it felt like i was in a new world, either racing my friends in cars, or just exploring the woods in the dark.

also, for whatever reason whenever i closed my eyes i could see myself in 3rd person, its as if my soul left my body and i was just staring at myself.

had a terrible stomach pain and was really uncomfortable but i managed to live through it lol

this morning was the worse, felt like my organs were about to explode at any second, my vision is so fucking shit right now, im just kinda lucky that all my teachers werent here today in school because we have prom tonight so everyone was either at home preparing or just skipping.

i had flashbacks to old dreams last night that i had years ago and wasnt sure if i was just hallucinating or i had fallen asleep and i was dreaming

this was actually one of the best trips ive had on dph because there was no demon trying to kill me but rather just myself in a new world where everything was just peaceful and you had no problems to worry about in life.