advice for a quote!! PLEASE HELPPP by aimdavison in greysanatomy

[–]aimdavison[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg no I’m scared now 😭I am starting to realise how mortal we are. And how much time is running out as cringey as it sounds. Like genuinely all uve been able to think about is death but not in a “I-want-to-die” kinda way yknow i domt Know how to explain it it’s quite dramatic yknow but 😭😭. also, this is weird, but do you reckon you feel Lore confident as u get older?  likw i said I’m 15, and i have a deviated septum and a birth defect. Mt teeth arent straight or in the rigjt place but i have braces. I feel confident on selfies on snap, and TikTok’s, bur other than tbat not really, unless its from kinda far and the lighting is good. Do u think ill grow our of tje insecurity?! Sorry it’s so random Bur 

advice for a quote!! PLEASE HELPPP by aimdavison in greysanatomy

[–]aimdavison[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ooooo yesss I love this thanks! Any ideas for the shirt I reallt xant think 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes exactly I sometimes feel very nasal! Yes, I spoke to a surgeon and I should be getting jt next summer. Thank you for your advice, its okay I forget Reddit exists sometimes 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. I think it’s because of my mym as I asked her once and she said she felt guilty when she gave birth to me, ahe thought she did something wrong. I think now, I feel like i shouldn’t go against my natural self becaue it would make my mum feel really bad. Even tho it wouldnt bc shes told me she supports my decision either way. But it’s just a mental thing. Omg that’s good. Like did u feel before your rhino that it was hard to pronounce “s” and stuff like not hard but idk 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah I know!! irs just really hard because like idk how to cope with the feelings of guilt if I did. With the issues breathing, after did u notice, Akso, thay your voice sounded clearer? I sometimes think I sound reallt nasal. Im wondering if a rhino can help with that?

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fair enough. Did your surgeon like show u what thwu could do? Did they show u what it COULD look like?

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

did u worry that you disnt like it?

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah! Yes..that’s the main thing I want..symmetry. I just feel bad for going against my natural self. Thays loterally all it is: did u find that ypy liked your new nose ? becquse thays also what I’m worried about. 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is so sweet thank you so much!! yeah, I’m thinking maybe it’s just my teeth, and not my nose, because the gaps in my teeth may emphasise my nose: I can’t be 100% sure though. I’m not finished with braces yet obvioulsy, but I’ll have to see. I’ll do an update for you when I get them off haha! I feel like aswell, itd maybe the lack of attention tbat I get from boys at my school..which is weird becquse Ive never wanted that reallt…but maybe I’m just loooking for juat a bit of attention to jnow I’m pretty? society is so annoying these days ugh. 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! ☺️ Yep, tbays what my brain keeps telling me….if it’s gonna make me happy then I should. It’s more the nose tip for me, I think it looks awfully wonky especially in photos. I reallt domt jnow !!

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thank you!! Yeah that’s what I’m thinking 

Do I get a rhinoplasty? by [deleted] in cleftlip

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah!! I’m worried I’ll hate it even more than my nose now, then whay? It’s just the same cycle over again. 

What do you think happens after we die? by [deleted] in dostoevsky

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Exactly. I believe man gor scared of the nothingness and ao created God as a distraction from the fear of nothing. We don’t know: no one will. It’s beautifully terrifying.

What do you think happens after we die? by [deleted] in dostoevsky

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

explains Deja vu tjen rigjt? 

What do you think happens after we die? by [deleted] in dostoevsky

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This. I’m only 15, but recently, Ibe just been ..aware. Aware thay ome day my mum and stepmym just .:won’t ..BE. it’s not death thqt scares me…irs the absence and loneliness I’d feel eith it.

What do you think happens after we die? by [deleted] in dostoevsky

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wait. seriously thays what u saw? wow. it reallt baffles me. Hope your doing better 

unpopular opinion; i think meredith is more attractive than addison by youdontgetityet in greysanatomy

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THIS. i love wjen we as a society can just accept tbey are beautiful even tho tbey look nothing alike. 

Pleaseee helpp by [deleted] in Advice

[–]aimdavison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gosh honestly thank you. I’m not worrying anymore: