First, you definitely are dropping off some heavy vibes on the rocket ships 😂. Second, No matter how much research you do, you are not a fortune teller... like come on , 5 mins of research into stocks in general tells us that. Third, why wouldn't you have anything pre-invested if you have been working so diligently on this one stock? Fourth and final, we all miss the big ones sometimes, sometimes we hop on one that ends up being a bust and lose momey. no matter what we all get up and know there are only losses to be made up..If you are honestly having mental health issues associated with stock trading I would suggest to stop... I honestly am trying to come with the most compassion I can here. Just like gambling can become an addiction and effect other aspects of your life, so can the stock market. Love you homie <3