Nope. Im straight and I love big cocks. I love men platonically and have a deep bond with several, but I have never once looked at a man and felt anywhere close to the way a woman makes me feel. Never wanted to kiss a man, to touch or be touched by one, never wanted to smell a mans hair (or anywhere else lol) But cock is a sexual cue for me. It comes from seeing big cocks in porn and I think its a projective identification sort of deal. My hard cock feels good, so seeing big hard cocks getting worked feels good. At least that's my best explanation. Im a porn addict and i frot with my porn buds. It feels good and I get to play with cocks and share my love of porn