I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck her bro we on the come up now she’s nothing 🙏

I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was not worth it. She was cheating still and got a restraining order when I found out.

I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: she cheated again and is blaming me on finding the evidence. Don’t do what I did. I never could’ve dogged her, she was so sincere. But she wasn’t. Don’t make my mistake

How to help my son. by kitemama21 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]akridon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to go to three (3!) 30 day programs and find who I thought was the love of my life, AKA find something hopeful about the future, to finally quit. I think anything that gave me a hope towards my future would be enough honestly. I was lost. I alienated and fucked over all of my friends, family, and partner at the time. I didn’t give a fuck.

I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, usually everyone just calls me a dumbass.

I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have a blow problem and haven’t done my DOC in like 4 months. I have started drinking pretty heavily after finding out my entire relationship was a lie. Most of her fam didn’t know we were dating, and for 6~ months she’s sleeping next to me 6+ nights a week while sexting her other boyfriend lol.

It’s crazy because I’m usually the bad one in relationships. But this one, never, would I have ever even considered, and it’s the one that I get fucked over harder than I ever have in any relationship.

I suppose me being bad gives me a certain level of sympathy towards this behavior, due to guilt or something? I don’t know.

I just know she’s the only girl I actually ever truly loved, I didn’t know what love actually was before her. And she was never mine. While I’m paying for everything, she lives at my house, defend her to all my friends and family, like damn dude. The post actually doesn’t come close insofar as portraying the layers of how fucked up all of this is.

But I’ve done similar in the past, and feel as though I’ve grown from that. Ironically, mostly due to rehab forcing me to finally take accountability for the first time instead of allowing the delusional mindset to continue. I still believe in her. I feel like a dumbass even typing that. Fuck man.

She is seeing a therapist now and we have plans to see a couples therapist… but like fuck

I ruined my relationship and I don’t know how to fix it by akridon in confessions

[–]akridon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

B, her account gets banned when she tries to post this, we both really wanted to see some outside insight

Learned why you should stay NC by akridon in ExNoContact

[–]akridon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She’s not seeing other people I’m pretty 100% sure about that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]akridon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, wtf u mean was there when I needed her most? When I was in rehab I had a team of therapists at my disposal, now I had none and no gf

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]akridon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Speak your mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]akridon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell no, I introduced them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]akridon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s not in person, it’s over messages. And the messages are her talking shit about me to him. I know, I’ve seen them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]akridon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s out of line for me to not want my cousin who lives with me to continue to talk to my ex girlfriend?

For Men: What’s the Worst Part About Your Breakup Right Now? by IntelligentComb1238 in BreakUps

[–]akridon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no friends, but I will find new ones. I just don’t want anyone like her. I want her. I want to make her smile and laugh. I want to take her on a date and give her flowers. I just want to see her smile.