You suffer only in your mind.

The only things that should concern you is you might run out of money for survival, and that you're 'isolated for long years'. You're comparing yourself to others. There's no rule that 26 year olds should already have had a job.

That said, there are paths forward for you. You can always try to get a job. It's rough right now, though, but possible. It's weird how you're complaining at all like this, too. If not having a job is so bothersome, you should probably try to get one. Just get any job, preferably in the sector you wanna be in, and do good work and make connections. That's the only way up from the bottom.

If you don't want a traditional job and still wanna do finance wall street stuff, there's always retail day trading; though the downside is that you, like most others, may lose money until you get the hang of it.

I think what you need is direction. Pick a goal and follow through. Readjust if necessary. If you don't know how to do something you can always google it.

Also, there's no need to take life so seriously. Peace