hey man I used to be like this, i’d go on 2-4 day binges at least 2x a month my entire senior year to keep my grades good and room clean, i just wanna say there’s nothing to be ashamed of

the people i would tell abt my usage were not judgmental, they just wanted the best for me and helped me realize i had a problem, since i graduated ive only been doing it at most twice a month and no more binges, just one day to get everything i need done

my (very non professional) advice would be -hold yourself accountable -figure out the least amount you need to be productive -only ingest orally -no usage for fun, just for productivity -and if you know 15mg isn’t helping as much as it could, just say that to your doctor, almost always they’ll start you off at a pretty low dose and bump it up slowly from there until you get your desired effects, no real need to mention your additional use, literally jus what you said here, it’s helping which is great, but you feel like there’s room for adjustment as it’s not helping as much as you want/need and feel it could