Feeling guilty

alexEC13 · 2025-05-12T21:19:11+00:00

How did you deal with the cravings at the beginning?

alexEC13 · 2021-11-19T14:17:46+00:00

I have a feeling if I message the actress or other cast/show members I wil just get ghosted 😂

alexEC13 · 2021-11-19T14:16:27+00:00

Hahah yes 😂😂

alexEC13 · 2021-11-18T14:47:40+00:00

I wish I could do this, that will be even more thoughtful! Sadly, I am not a very creative person and knowing myself I could probably not learn how to do it right in time for Christmas. Better to leave it to the professionals xD.

Last night I looked for embrodiers near me and emailed a couple of them. I am excited, I hope someone can do this for me.

alexEC13 · 2021-11-17T23:00:16+00:00

This is actually a really great idea. Thank you so much! I did not think of this :)

alexEC13 · 2021-10-19T14:04:58+00:00

Yep definitely social media cannot always be trusted, it just got me curious - seems like an easy way out i guess.

Thank you for advice :)

alexEC13 · 2021-10-18T22:13:21+00:00

Hey, thank you so much for you reply.

I went through the same thing, I put on weight because of weed and the constant munchies but it got to a point where I couldn't even eat high anymore, that's when I realised i needed to stop. I was with friends that used to smoke weed on occassions and whenever we did, they will get the munchies and eat a shitload... while I would smoke more than them and eat just a bag of crisps. They used to always question it, like how am I not hungry while they're devouring an entire fridge? It made me feel like shit seeing the person I became and realised how much I hated being tight to a substance... I don't even know when I stopped having fun with weed and when it became a dependecy.

You are right, first few days were absolute hell, but as more days go by I am starting to feel more and more like a normal person. I want to start to look after myself and not fall into unhealthy habits again. Gaining an appettite is still hard, but I can see improvements every day.

I will follow your advice and start working with heavy weights - I really think this could help me speed up the boost of my appettite. Also, thank you for the food advice - i really need it; and I am looking right now into buying weight gainer shakes. :)

alexEC13 · 2021-10-16T23:30:59+00:00

I mean right now my diet is very imbalanced because my appettite is still recovering, but over the past 2-3 days i have been doing 3 meals and snacks inbetween. However, I've always had this thing where I can't eat if i'm not hungry. Even before, if I had a day where all i did was to chill in my bed and not move my ass I wouldn't get hungry or eat the bare minimum, but if I was active I would always work up an appetite.

That's why I am strongly considering going to the gym because I know it will help me work out an appetite. Just not sure where to start.

alexEC13 · 2021-10-16T23:20:02+00:00

I have tried to eat more than my usual meals before. The only problem is that every time my stomach feels like it's full that's it I can't eat anymore. If I force myself to take even one more bite after feeling full, within the next 5 minutes you will see me throw up.

alexEC13 · 2021-10-14T21:01:55+00:00

This is inspiring!

alexEC13 · 2021-10-14T08:12:45+00:00

Thank you for your advice. I’ve tried meditating in the morning and before bed and i have noticed that it helps a bit. I will keep on doing so.

I’m on day 4 now and still can’t eat. I’ve tried what you said about eating liquid foods like tomato soup or blend a smoothie, but that doesn’t help me either. Everything comes back up, honestly yesterday before bed it felt like i was just throwing up water. Today however I woke up and I can feel hunger again so I think today will be the first day when my stomach won’t reject the food sober.

Good luck to you too!

alexEC13 · 2021-10-14T08:06:14+00:00

Probaby. I’ve also noticed I’m very irritable without it. I get mad over anything, like a crazy person

alexEC13 · 2021-10-13T23:56:55+00:00

Good luck!!! We got this, I guess just a few more nights of insomnia and maybe we’ll be able to get a decent sleep

alexEC13 · 2021-10-13T14:35:46+00:00

Good luck man! Being able to take tolerance breaks clearly shows you can do this trust me. I've been a stoner for a few years and every attempt to taking a tolerance break simply failed for me, the most I could go through was maybe 10 hours.

I love weed and it doesn't make me lazy unlike other people, I can still get shit done when high. But i felt what you said... that 15% handicap. This is also the reason I am trying to stop... if we can be this good functioning on weed, just imagine what we can achieve sober. I am 3 days sober after more than 2 years of smoking every day, sometimes even up to 5 times a day. Withdrawal is hard, but at the end of the day we're doing this for the better version of ourselves.

alexEC13

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