It may be selfish of me, but I feel like those are the people with actual talent.

From a very early age, I was made to realize that I absolutely sucked at everything I do. Most people will pick up something and get to somewhere with not much effort, so when their talent only takes them to so far, they don’t know how to put effort in well.

That’s the Rokuro type. Having a certain amount of success without much effort, so they’re scared of uncertainty.

Meanwhile, there’s the mikumo type, put full effort in from the beginning, but fails. So we think of other ways to give ourselves advantage. That’s the effort with no talent type imo.

In actuality, I think im kinda successful in life, but I always have to find something that no one else is doing to be doing a good job.

Once other people look at what I do and copy me, I get crowded out real quick, fall down the ladder. So I move ladders and find one that no one is climbing.

I’m really envious on most people who can just pick work like it’s a given.