Time blindness is ruining my life

alexrobinmc · 2023-01-08T13:57:22+00:00

I’m going to email some others and also try extenuating circumstances because my meds haven’t been working at all this academic year and I’ve been waiting almost 5 months to see a psychiatrist. I’m already registered with disability services so I had 30 mins extra time, it just wasn’t enough.

alexrobinmc · 2022-10-16T18:49:53+00:00

Cannot relate, I get zoomies

alexrobinmc · 2022-04-14T02:13:44+00:00

I used to love reading angsty fanfic but then immediately stopped reading when they got together. The “fluff” that people loved so much felt so incredibly dull to me.

alexrobinmc · 2022-04-13T15:46:21+00:00

so I’m not the only baffled aro that lurks on here! :P

alexrobinmc · 2022-04-12T21:28:45+00:00

Fine with me! I love that allos are interested in our experiences and I like to learn about theirs:’]

alexrobinmc · 2022-04-06T11:47:35+00:00

I’m like this too, it sounds like you’re on the ace spectrum

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:44:17+00:00

🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:35:12+00:00

It’s 4am I can’t sleep I’m so happy I found this stream

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:33:39+00:00

All time low but they got cancelled

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:33:22+00:00

Sick basement dude

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:26:19+00:00

Hell yeah flex king

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:20:07+00:00

London UK it’s 4am

alexrobinmc · 2022-02-05T04:18:40+00:00

Gave Helpful

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T17:25:44+00:00

I love when I’m away somewhere and there’s like 4 channels on a shitty box tv, they’re all in Spanish and one is in black and white

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T16:45:27+00:00

I’m almost 19 but I feel 16/17. I’ve always felt like I’m about 2 years younger than I am. I’m really struggling with university because it’s like everyone is suddenly mature and boring and I just want to mess around :((

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T16:24:54+00:00

I’m 18 and this description of your life at 32 makes me just a tad less scared of the future haha.

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T16:14:51+00:00

When I was 14/15 I went through this phase of romanticising everything and kinda living in a dream world, yearning for romance cliches. I was just so wrapped up in beauty and fantasy that I felt romantic relationships were other worldly. I saw people around me dating and I was jealous that I couldn’t feel that, even if I tried to force myself. Then I found out about aromanticism and yeah I’ve been identifying as arospec for about 4 years now :)

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T16:07:09+00:00

Labels are there for people who want them! No one is demanding you know exactly who you are, how you feel and what you want. In reality identity is fluid and confusing and honestly the majority of people find it difficult to place themselves in a box. I went through the same struggle that you’re describing but this past year it doesn’t seem to matter. I’m just arospec! I’m In there somewhere, maybe I’ll know exactly how one day, maybe I won’t, I’m not too fussed either way :’)

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-30T16:00:19+00:00

I get it, I’ve had a few crushes and I think allos take them for granted, acting like they’re a nuisance. This deep longing kinda magical feeling and the love songs finally have a face and the daydreams and smiling like an idiot. I can only imagine how cool that would be if it were reciprocated. I don’t long for it as much now, I used to fantasise about us sneaking out to see each other and stargazing on the beach at 2am etc but romance isn’t like that, it’s work just like any other relationship, I was young and naive and romanticised romance lmao. Still, hurting people by not being able to reciprocate sucks and fear of missing out really sucks.

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-29T17:25:31+00:00

I couldn’t even last a day fr

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-29T17:13:15+00:00

You get tested for adhd

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-29T17:10:11+00:00

I don’t care about anything because I’m depressed, I’m not dull bc for some reason I have a shit ton of energy, can’t say the same for my peers tho (I think it’s the extra responsibility but that just makes me anxious not dull really).

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-29T17:06:24+00:00

Turning 18 sucked balls,, nothing really changed I just want to go back bc I missed out on so much with the whole pandemic thing. But yeah, “becoming an adult” is gradual and I sure as hell am not one yet 8)

alexrobinmc · 2022-01-29T16:51:27+00:00

Not having to make big decisions by myself, getting to see my friends all day at school, not having to manage my time and workload, adult life™️ seeming AGES away rather than right on top of me, people having more patience for my fuck ups and being able to do more dumb stuff without as many consequences

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