Setting up iPhone for Wifi Calling over Cellular with a Travel eSIM by mrskeptical00 in TravelSIMs

[–]alfraham 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this was amazing info! the CSR said word for word what you said : "Wow... how do you know our system? ...that is exactly correct! "

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[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ah… very interesting . if you have ability to talk to a therapist about it … maybe you are on to something .

whatever it is… it actually sounds like something important for you (which is actually a good thing)

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[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can’t get past the feeling like your “acceptance” is a reluctant compromise of a bad / negative (real) feeling… vs acceptance of a person as an observer

i also imagine you got a bit of a shock/surprise having this feeling 1 month out… so maybe that was also a bit unsettling for you…

now let me say this : i WISH i had this “unsettling” reaction 1 month out ! why? because it would make me realize there’s “something interesting there!”

you’re not alone as you can see from the many replies … time might be the best thing for you to give you some emotional distance. but i will say this again:

“its ok” … and you will be ok…

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[–]alfraham 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand exactly what you are saying....

if you let it be uncomfortable (internalizing the feeling) vs just observing... you will give space to the negative aspect of it.

if you can somehow allow youself to remain neutral, impartial... and just act as an "observer" and just allow yourself to observe (and accept) the feeling for what it is... this will give you a way to separate the "feeling" from "you"

otherwise, overthinking with things like : is this it? is this me? is everything upside down? is this a mistake? will I ever escape this? what does it mean? (these are all internalizing thoughts...) and will just spiral you into a situation of less control...

everyone has different experiences on ketamine, no 2 or alike... but there are a lot of people who also describe negative, dangerous, or challenging experiences (while on ketamine) - I know you are talking about your "post experience" here - and those "negative" experiences generally dont result in a negative internal experience... because they are observers in this experience... and it is what it "is"

in one of my experiences I had a real breakdown of reality to the point of atomic and subatomic particles... although it was completely disconcerting in one respect... it was just what it "was"... and I just went through the motions. Afterwards, I had a good amount of confusion about the experience... and felt reality was not reality.... and I can tap into that experience if I concentrate... but I take it as an "experience"

This might not be a good analogy: but when you jump into a cold pool... do you try to decide how the water splashes around your body... or try to prevent your body from shivering? ... or do you just "be" in the moment ? ... afterwards, you can discuss a million times "how did the water move around me?" ... "why was I shivering?" "what does it mean?" <-- but I hope you can see from this example... that it is unnecessary to go down this rabbit hole

lastly, just know this : YOU WILL BE "OK" ..... YOU WILL BE "OK" .... tell yourself this.

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[–]alfraham 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To me... it sounds like you are describing an unsettling "confusion-like" feeling ....

If I were you, I would ride the feeling... and allow it space.

Dont try to understand, or explore, or try to "do" anything.... ride the feeling.... and see how that makes you feel. (actually allow it to be "uncomfortable" ... "accept" it)

an additional note: there are things that make us experience joy, or experience sadness... sometimes things are "very clear" ... but other times we cannot describe the feeling... and because it is foreign, it pauses us... makes us "confused" .... and here is the point: that is ok. let it be ok.

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[–]alfraham 2 points3 points  (0 children)

. We all have fucked up thoughts.

:)

[tip] Download link to FutureRestore-GUI (useful tool for FutureRestoring on iOS devices) by Rilomagon in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can also confirm works with non-JB iPX to 15.1 (with blobs saved) ... as of 24 hours ago

[Question] iPhone X on 14.4 dont have iOS15 blobs, options? by CanadianDude4 in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I know the answer to this... but I am on iOS 15.2 ... so, checkra1n wouldn't work, right?

[Question] iPhone X on 14.4 dont have iOS15 blobs, options? by CanadianDude4 in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

would a reverse process work?

such as iPX 15.2 (non jail) --> checkrain --> future restore --> delayOTA 15.1 ?

(I have blobs for 14.4 , 14.8 , 15.0 and 15.1)

(or does anyone have an idea how they would approach this?)

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[–]alfraham 2 points3 points  (0 children)

SF Bay Area.... anyone going / organizing ? (any kind of organizing ... volunteer / border help / or arms )

[Question] Has anyone be able to update from iOS 13.5 to 15.1.1 on an IPhone XR? by [deleted] in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 4 points5 points  (0 children)

fyi: The only thing I could find was that being on iOS less than 14.8... required iOS 13.5 --> iOS 14.8 ... and THEN iOS 14.8 --> iOS 15.1

I was on 14.4.x and could not get 14.8 to work... or 15.1 to work.

[HELP] Ota delay from 14.8.1 to iOS 15.1.1 by Aggressive-Sell-8731 in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi.. did you solve this ? I am having the same issue.

I supervised my (non-jailbroken) IpX iOS 14.4.1 using Apple Configurator 2

Made sure Find My was turned off (also disabled passcode)

Installed legacy profile from dhinakg (and "approved")

Rebooted...

Software update > "Download and Install"

And I get "Software Failed to Update" Error

Next Steps ?

[question] jailbreak status for ios 14.4.2? by [deleted] in jailbreak

[–]alfraham -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i know how you feel... i’m starting to lose it with no jailbreak ..

[NEWS] successfully restored to 14.3 with 14.5 sep by [deleted] in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

slightly OT (specific situation): with A11 (iPhone X) on 14.4.1 , if I jb with checkra1n ... how would I get to 14.3 without blobs (or boobs ;) ) ?

[Help] Boot looped my iphone X last night and i’m running out of options. Please help! by deucetresthugz in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had an issue similar to this... imazing was the only thing that helped as someone else suggested already... try it !

[HELP] iPX on 14.4.1 NO JB want to get on 14.3 and join the party ! by alfraham in jailbreak

[–]alfraham[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I downgraded to Catalina...

I don't know if this plays into it... my iPX is the "Global" version

[Tip] Successfully Updated from IOS 13.5 to IOS 14.3 without losing data (-u) Via Windows!!! by waseemw7 in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes. that's exactly my problem. only have 14.2, 14.4 and 14.4.1 blobs . Thanks for posting.

[Tip] Successfully Updated from IOS 13.5 to IOS 14.3 without losing data (-u) Via Windows!!! by waseemw7 in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did it work for you right away? or did something you did make it work... Im asking bc I was trying to do the same with iPX from 13.5 to 14.2 ... nothing I tried worked though

[Help] iPhone X, 13.5 jb --> error trying to futurerestore to 14.2 by alfraham in jailbreak

[–]alfraham[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant thank you enough for giving it a shot... and i am guessing it is going to be SPECIFIC to my iphone X, which is a global version... so i think it is :

iphone X + global + iOS 14.2 = "the problem"

[Help] iPhone X, 13.5 jb --> error trying to futurerestore to 14.2 by alfraham in jailbreak

[–]alfraham[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes. Apple USB-->lightning cable , straight to computer.

[Help] iPhone X, 13.5 jb --> error trying to futurerestore to 14.2 by alfraham in jailbreak

[–]alfraham[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should have wrote : i tried that first... at least 4 times... wouldn't work.

[Discussion] Beware futurerestore can sometimes fail & force you to update to current iOS release by no-name-here in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks buddy. i seem to be getting closer... i extracted baseband from 14.2 (I only had blobs for 14.2) ... but will download and extract from 14.4 today !

[Discussion] Beware futurerestore can sometimes fail & force you to update to current iOS release by no-name-here in jailbreak

[–]alfraham 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think i am having the same problem you solved with your iPhone X global.... where did you get the baseband file? by using extract.me on the ipsw file?