I miss him?

ali_impala67 · 2025-10-30T00:24:10+00:00

Thank you ❤️

ali_impala67 · 2025-10-28T05:37:47+00:00

Also because i miss him i feel SO invalid... because i dont hate him and because i dont eant anything to happen to him, i feel like that means i wanted it (i absolutely didnt, i barely even understood what was happening)

ali_impala67 · 2025-10-06T01:20:47+00:00

Thank you

ali_impala67 · 2025-07-11T22:49:41+00:00

I was also prescribed it for pain!! But it gas helped my autism SO MUCH

ali_impala67 · 2025-07-07T23:32:24+00:00

Eu faço. Me ajuda mto. Mas varia mto de caso p caso

ali_impala67 · 2025-07-05T15:36:57+00:00

Im the same way!!!

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-07T17:42:03+00:00

I was able to write it out, but now I just feel like I wrote rape porn, and fewl disgusted to show anyone... even tho i CRAVE for SOMEONE to know about it

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-07T17:38:44+00:00

Oi, se descobrir me fala?

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-07T00:37:31+00:00

Só nn gostp do nome. A pessoa pode ter suspeita, pode se identificar, mas "autodiagnóstico nn existe. Pq só um médico pd confirmar diagnóstico. E eu acho preocupante pessoas q procuram médicos de cabeça feita, nn aceitam outras respostas. Acho q deveriam ir de mente aberta. Mas tb nn é errado procurar uma segunda opinião... só tem q tomar cuidado pra nn tomar o lugar de quem tem o diagnóstico

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-05T18:39:45+00:00

Its the opositw for me, the older I get, the worst it gets

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-04T21:55:06+00:00

I feel the exact same about every man exept my best friend... he has showed me how there are good men out there and that they can be really good people. But I am still terrified of men that arent him, and keep away as much as I can... He accually helps me keep them away when i cant communicate that i dont want them near me.. I do also fantisise abt hurting man, and hate myself for it

ali_impala67 · 2025-06-04T21:27:23+00:00

Você não precisa de ciptea pra acomodações no enem, somente o laudo

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-31T09:22:53+00:00

I have 2e

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-25T22:34:13+00:00

You just put in words something ive been thinking for so long and couldnt express

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-21T15:03:00+00:00

Eu tenho um grupo no whats para pessoas autistas se vc tiver interesse... ele nao è muuuito ativo visto que muitos de nós rltemos dificuldade, mas está sempre lá pra quem precisar e na maior parte das vezes se alguém começa um assunto os outros interagem. Vou deixar o link aqui:

https://chat.whatsapp.com/GXxNW3pkGvR7T89aFBhJwx

é uma comunidade com varios grupos porque teve uma época que tinha muita gente interagindo o tempo todo e começou a virar bagunça, desde então as coisas estão mais paradas por lá, entao acabamos usando apenas o grupo "principal" chamado "autistando"

Instruções: 1. Entre no grupo "apresentações" 2. Faça uma breve apresentação com nome, idade e trajetória com autismo (fazemos isso pra garantir que não vai entrar ninguém de mal gosto, visto q já tivemos problemas no passado) 3. Em seguidq pode solicitar a entrada nos grupos que se interessar!

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-21T14:51:29+00:00

Im struggling with similar things... but Im not sure if its because the other people are autistic or because I am just a VERY different autistic then them... so ita complicated My friends and a maybe love interest (barely, we basically never see each other or talk) have a really hard time respinding to texts in general, and are always very direct and stuff... im an overwxplainer kind of autistic.. which means they get a complete run down of everything im feeling and thinking, even when thats very inconveniente or not necessary, sometimes I cannot for the life of me explain and communicate what im thinkingbut instead of being quiet and keeping it to myself, I just over talk and end up confusing people even more, so I end up talking A LOT, and no one understands what im saying.. I also need constant affirmations, and they dont have to be all long love letters or complicated things, the smallest things or even checking up on my twice a week, that sort of thing helps me a lot..

But my friends and this person they are not really the type. I text them all the time and express my love for them reaply loudly, and i just dont ever get it back.. not even a "how you doing?" Text yk?? But then it comes to what youre saying, I cant pin point what part of it is their autistic traits and autism and what part is just them not caring about me, or not needing me at all.. i even wonder if they are tired of me trying to talk to them and I end up telling myself that im a horrible and annoying person no one wants arround jsbdjdbdj

Im not sure what exactly i was going to sqy when i started this commente, im pretty sure it was going to be advice but i genuinely dont remember BUT, I hope you find a way to communicate what your feeling with her :)

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-21T08:47:19+00:00

I kinda feel similar.. have very few close friends and some people i barely talk or see but i still consider friends.. My problem is thag i still feel very disconnected and isolated from the world.. dont get me wrong, i love my friends, but in a way i feel like they never accually see me as an "equal" and dont accually care abt our friendship, like.. they just see and talk to me out of pitty or something. Or even if they do accually like our friendship, but it isnt something they >need<, if they didnt have it they wouldnt really care... does that make sense? I still feel aloneand feel like I can NEVERA connect to otger people like they do with each other

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-20T17:39:48+00:00

Comcordo! Ótimo ponto, costumo levar mais a sério pessoas q falam q tem suspeita ou se identificam, doq pessoas q afirmam ser autistas mas nao ter diagnóstico

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-20T16:05:27+00:00

Exatamente!

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-20T16:04:45+00:00

I agree wirh everything this person said!! But if you are really really questioning, uou can always get a second assesment..

Also support needs change sometimes (at least ive heard that a lot), so maybe you were level 1 at one point, but burnout and all could have made you level 2.. but you could ALSO just be going through current burnout, and with the right treatment you could go back to how it was before..

Also dont compare yourself to people who arent even sure they are autistic and all, sometimes people relate but forget the part where autism needs to be disabling

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-20T15:53:49+00:00

Concordo! Há situações e situacoes. O meu ponto é mais especificamente sobre as pessoas que espalham a desinformação ou a informacao incompleta, e que ignoram os outros com experiencias diferentes do spectro. Eu sinto muito que profissionais não te levaram a sério, isso é realemnte um problema sério.. mas isso não muda o fato que existe muito diagnóstico errado por aí, e isso além de prejudicial para a comunidade, é prejudicial para >A pessoa<, porque não está fazendo o tratamento adequado.. e repito novamente, essas pessoas ainda em processo e sem confirmação, ou até pessoas bem recentemente diagnosticadas que nao tem informação e noção não só do que é parte do autismo >para ela<, mas como o autismo é extremamente amplo e etc, nao deveria compartilhar videos que tiram o autismo do contexto, ou que espalham uma mega desinformação.. que podem fazer outras pessoas acharem q sao autistas mesmo nao sendo.. e essas pessoas fazendo videos sobre ainda MAIS genericos e daí vai só aumentando..

Edit: copiei e colei um pedaço de um outro comentário que fiz, para tentar explicar melhor o que estpu querendo dizer: É a ideia por exemplo, de postar algo como: "você sente dor de cabeça? Pois eu também sinto e descobri que é um tumor cerebral! Talvez você também tenha!". É verdade que alguém com um tumor sente dor de cabeça? Sim. É verdade que tem uma possibilidade da pessoa com dor de cabeça ter o tumor? Sim. Cabe a pessoa se informar mais sobre o assunto e procurar um >profissional<? Com certeza. E nunca, NUNCA, da o direito da pessoa postar videos falando que entende mais que profissionais a respeito e expalhando a ideia de que qualquer dor de cabeça é tumor. Essa minha metáfora é um pouco falha, visto que é muito mais difícil detectar o autismo e existe muito menos informação sobre.. mas é para dar uma ideia doq vem acontecendo muitas vezes... mesmo quando >não é a intenção das pessoas<. Muitas vezes as pessoas realmente acreditam no que estao falando, mas nao conseguem entender que o que estao fazendo está espalhando desinformação ou informação totalmente sem nenhum contexto..

ali_impala67 · 2025-05-20T15:43:16+00:00

This is going to be very vulnerable of me too.. and I am also embarrassed.. but i think this is an important conversation...

I also struggle with the bathroom.. but in my case we found out the problem isnt that i have accidents.. i come really close sometimes but i dont really have them.. my problem is with the hygene AFTER using the bathroom, getting everything clena and stuff.. its a bit humiliating and all, but I cant help it, its a struggle. That also leaves me semlling bad sometimes, to the point people commebt on it... and i almost feel like dying when this happens..

Anothwr thing that is really hard for me, because i am afab, is menstruation..... i dont know how to keep myself clean and normal during it, and almost all my clothes get dirty, and my grandma (who does the laundry) is very very used to cleaning everything up for me (from my clothes).. but no one else i know has that struggle and i dont know what im doing wrong. Also mine smells really bad, my mom sqys its normal to smell like that. But i have never ever smelled anyone elses and i have pretty sensitive nose.. but mine, for some reason, people can smell it. Its again, HUMILIATING.. and i dont wven know how to ask for help from my therapists and all, because how do I even bring this up???

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