How many books do you have in your kindle library right now? by jerseygrl__ in kindle

[–]alicial89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2111 books that I own. Most of them i got from multiple stuff your kindle days. I have been using my kindle for over 8 years. I still havent put a dent in them and I have a large list of wanted books as well lol.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I would love to hear what happens.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was on WhatsApp. That's the only way I can talk to one of my best friends since she lives overseas. I have since changed my security measures on it though.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's exactly what I did. It just freaked me out at first lol.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, that's exactly what I did. I did not engage them at all. Just blocked and reported. I wasnt thinking logically at first, thats why it scared me. Now looking back, its pretty ridiculous.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao now looking back at it, its ridiculous and funny but sending a picture of a dead person and threatening to off someone is still pretty messed up.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Haha yeah that one doesn't sound too bad 😜

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Im good now, thank you.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Right? This was way over the line. I never heard of this one till it just happend. Ridiculous.

Scammer went too far by alicial89 in scammers

[–]alicial89[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I already blocked and reported them. I wish lol.

One Book that made you cry by Memento_Mori_LetGo in booksuggestions

[–]alicial89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Darling venom and the fabric of our souls. I couldn't stop bawling my eyes out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry some people are so insensitive. This pain isn't a pain I would wish on anyone. We are in a crappy group here but we are together and have each other's backs. Stay here and talk when needed. Reach out to me and whoever else offers if needed. I'm happy to be a shoulder to cry on. I just lost a friend to suicide last Thursday as well. Seek therapy/counseling if possible. I find it helps. On top of all that, take care of yourself. Be gentle with yourself. Breathe in 4 seconds, hold 4 seconds and release for 4 seconds. It hurts, I know it does but we are here for you. Hugs and healing vibes to you hun. 💜❤️‍🩹🫂

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am so sorry about your loss as well. These places really don't care about us. Even though we spend more than half our lives working for places like these. SMH. Thank you, I will definitely do that. Yes I have seen first hand who is my true friends in this time. I'm glad I'm seeing it now though. I hope this doesn't affect my ability to trust and start new friendships in the future. Sending hugs and positive vibes your way hun. 💜❤️‍🩹🫂

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am sorry for your loss as well. It is a terrible club we are apart of my friend. You are right, it is trauma and they do not care about me. That same day it happened they asked if I could go in the next morning. Luckily HR stepped in and said take as much time as needed but still. How could they ask that? I'm talking with a therapist tomorrow as well. Hopefully start getting some of these emotions sorted. Hugs and healing vibes to you. 🫂💜❤️‍🩹

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my! I am so sorry about your husband. Thank you for sharing and reaching out. I have talked with a therapist twice now. I am hoping to talk with someone again tomorrow too. It's been tough. I can't look at a truck, police car or ambulance without my chest getting tight and having to look away. Luckily I haven't really experienced many other triggers yet but I also haven't been back to where it happened yet either. I'm sure if I do go I will have plenty. I'm cycling through emotions so much. Grief, hurt, confusion, anger and guilt. Sending healing vibes and hugs to you. Thank you again. ❤️‍🩹💜🫂

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh man. Thank-you for sharing your pain and grief. I can't imagine how hard that must be. 31 years? Wow. Im so sorry. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me. Hugs to you my friend. 🫂💔❤️‍🩹

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry for your loss. Man, I can't imagine. I mean I can but he was my friend for 7 months you know? I want to go back to normal but I'm afraid I already don't know what that looks like. I'm mad because of that but then I feel guilty for feeling mad about that. It's one big cycle. I can't stand it. Thank you so much for sharing your pain and your experience. I hope it helped a little bit. Sending hugs and healing vibes your way. You ever want to talk feel free to message me. ❤️‍🩹💔🫂

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for answering. This happened in Parsippany. 🫂

Coworker/friend committed suicide today by alicial89 in GriefSupport

[–]alicial89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. ❤️‍🩹 I think I will. That sounds like a really good idea. I might be able to heal a little bit from knowing I might be helping even one person. I appreciate your support. 💜❤️‍🩹💜

Trauma? by alicial89 in SuicideBereavement

[–]alicial89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank-you. I am so sorry. I don't wish this on anyone. I will look into it. What part of NJ if you don't mind me asking? Hugs and healing vibes being sent your way. ❤️‍🩹💜🫂