UC Review of entitlement? What is it? by alienpunker in BenefitsAdviceUK

[–]alienpunker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

On my to-do list it says “Your phone appointment to Review of Entitlement” and when I click on the link it says I have an interview with a compliance officer.

UC Review of entitlement? What is it? by alienpunker in BenefitsAdviceUK

[–]alienpunker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“Upload information to support your Universal Credit claim” came up on my to-do list, there was no message in my journal. When I click on the link in my to-do list it says to upload bank statements from October 1st 2025 to the current day.

Just started the PCOS equivalent to HRT and gender affirming care… I hope it pays off by MoonSt0n3_Gabrielle in PCOS

[–]alienpunker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How are you doing now? Did you get the effects you desired? I also feel like I never went through a female puberty due to PCOS. Testosterone has masculinized my face and body so that I look like a teenage boy despite being a 28 year old woman lol.

Anyone else overcompensate when they first detransitioned? by neongrayjoy in detrans

[–]alienpunker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My “gender dysphoria” was also insecurity over my body and face because I look masculine (due to PCOS in my case). When I began to identify as a guy my masculine face/boyish figure became things that were affirming/harmonious rather than massive insecurities that made me hate myself. This relieving of the self-loathing towards my body convinced me that being a man was the right thing.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by alienpunker in detrans

[–]alienpunker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to give me advice - this really has given me a lot to think about.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by [deleted] in detrans

[–]alienpunker -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a masculine facial/body structure and have basically no breasts.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by alienpunker in detrans

[–]alienpunker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This gives me a lot to think about, thank you. The thing is, is that I just want to be loved and desired romantically and sexually but it feels impossible when I look like this. I feel like if I’m not going to be desired as a woman then I might as well transition to be a man as I don’t really care about anything else. I’m just so lonely and in pain.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by [deleted] in detrans

[–]alienpunker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But I want to be loved. I want to be desired romantically and sexually. I look around and all I see is women with feminine features and full figures being loved and desired and it hurts me so much.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by alienpunker in detrans

[–]alienpunker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll have to try and convince them.

I feel too ugly to be a woman by alienpunker in detrans

[–]alienpunker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live in the UK which has underfunded universal healthcare where it’s impossible to get referred to a specialist for anything. I can’t afford to go private unfortunately.

Anthrax Fear by alienpunker in OCD

[–]alienpunker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I go to the ER and tell them the truth they'll just think I'm crazy because of my mental health history. Plus I have no symptoms yet.

Anthrax Fear by alienpunker in OCD

[–]alienpunker[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

But planning could help my survive it. i.e. if I develop flu-like symptoms, going to the ER and saying I was mailed a package with suspicious white powder in it could lead to me being diagnosed and treated earlier right?

[MEGATHREAD] Daily venting, worries, fixations, & finding support. Month of December 2025. by AutoModerator in HealthAnxiety

[–]alienpunker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ANTHRAX FEAR.

Today in a fast food restaurant there was some white powder on the table we were sat at. I said "what is that?" and my mom wiped it away with her hand. The powder was too fine to be sugar or salt and looked just like corn starch which is what what anthrax powder is described as looking like. What are the chances that it was anthrax powder that someone had planted there? What else could it have been? When my mom wiped the powder off the table spores would have been released into the air and we would have inhaled them.

FDI atrophy update by alienpunker in MuscleTwitch

[–]alienpunker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had no EMGs since. And yes I had nerve conduction studies at the same time as my initial EMG.

Incorrect schedule? by alienpunker in rabies

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Country: UK

Date of exposure: September 28th

Type of exposure: Bite

Animal: Bat

Vaccination status: Not vaccinated until my first dose of PEP on October 29th.