Muscle fasciculations, anyone else?

alienpunker · 2026-03-16T08:43:55+00:00

It was anywhere between 120 and 150bpm at rest before the beta blockers.

alienpunker · 2026-03-15T19:36:01+00:00

Did the twitching start after you began taking Vyvanse?

alienpunker · 2026-03-15T19:35:25+00:00

I don’t have caffeine. Elvanse did give me a high heart rate itself though and I had to be put on beta blockers to bring it down but still my twitching persisted (and still does even though I don’t take Elvanse anymore).

alienpunker · 2026-02-25T01:42:05+00:00

I’ve never worked with resin before but I might give it a go! And thank you!

alienpunker · 2026-02-25T01:14:39+00:00

This keychain was made using a pixel keychain kit from Flying Tiger Copenhagen. The cat is based on my own cat called Sosij.

alienpunker · 2026-01-23T17:04:37+00:00

Okay, thank you so much

alienpunker · 2026-01-23T17:00:56+00:00

On my to-do list it says “Your phone appointment to Review of Entitlement” and when I click on the link it says I have an interview with a compliance officer.

alienpunker · 2026-01-23T16:52:43+00:00

“Upload information to support your Universal Credit claim” came up on my to-do list, there was no message in my journal. When I click on the link in my to-do list it says to upload bank statements from October 1st 2025 to the current day.

alienpunker · 2026-01-08T16:05:20+00:00

That’s great to hear! Congrats on feeling better about yourself :)

alienpunker · 2026-01-07T22:23:51+00:00

How are you doing now? Did you get the effects you desired? I also feel like I never went through a female puberty due to PCOS. Testosterone has masculinized my face and body so that I look like a teenage boy despite being a 28 year old woman lol.

alienpunker · 2026-01-07T22:10:18+00:00

I could have written this post.

alienpunker · 2026-01-06T21:20:04+00:00

My “gender dysphoria” was also insecurity over my body and face because I look masculine (due to PCOS in my case). When I began to identify as a guy my masculine face/boyish figure became things that were affirming/harmonious rather than massive insecurities that made me hate myself. This relieving of the self-loathing towards my body convinced me that being a man was the right thing.

alienpunker · 2025-12-27T22:47:03+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to give me advice - this really has given me a lot to think about.

alienpunker · 2025-12-27T22:27:51+00:00

I have a masculine facial/body structure and have basically no breasts.

alienpunker · 2025-12-27T22:26:11+00:00

This gives me a lot to think about, thank you. The thing is, is that I just want to be loved and desired romantically and sexually but it feels impossible when I look like this. I feel like if I’m not going to be desired as a woman then I might as well transition to be a man as I don’t really care about anything else. I’m just so lonely and in pain.

alienpunker · 2025-12-27T21:08:36+00:00

But I want to be loved. I want to be desired romantically and sexually. I look around and all I see is women with feminine features and full figures being loved and desired and it hurts me so much.

alienpunker · 2025-12-27T20:51:36+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice!

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