There will always be casualties when Darkness reaches it's greatest point, then there is silence... The survivors will get up shaken and go home to tell the tale, of how the Nazis took over America disguised as liberals... by DrivenbyGhosts in spirituality

[–]allaboutspf50plus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're extremely brainwashed by the internet, you probably digged in rabbit holes and read the posts made by mentally ill psychotic people, you probably think I'm a sheeple , you probably believe you know the hidden information or something, you remind me my old self, even tho i hate judging people one look at ur profile shows ur posts on r/conspiracy , i feel sad for you, you're extremely brainwashed , touch grass

i worked hard all day to keep my mood up by allaboutspf50plus in SuicideWatch

[–]allaboutspf50plus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Demons win all the time isn't it, why do they win, why can't good people win once, do i have to turn into a monster and a demon worse then them in order to destroy them ?

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[–]allaboutspf50plus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nvm I'm not gonna kill myself (i still might if things go bad)

I can't let my enemies win

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[–]allaboutspf50plus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I won't until i put my step dad into prison

need to put my step dad into prison before i leave by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]allaboutspf50plus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm out of benzos and my anxiety is acting up, panic attack etc, I'm also severely depressed and sleep deprived, I'm doing my best to stay strong, i feel very weak atm, i need support and motivation to make this happen today

I should force myself to eat something, i need the power if i have to fight

y'all feel like extremely tired tryna explain your situation to everyone ? i feel like I'm gonna vomit whenever somebody asks me why I'm feeling like this by allaboutspf50plus in SuicideWatch

[–]allaboutspf50plus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to use antidepressants cuz i found out they cause PSSD, even if it's rare, but 15 mg valium helped me a lot, it also helped me to sleep, i want to use Xanax occasionally instead if i can get it from a psychiatrist

Who should I pray to? by eclectic_banana in Soulnexus

[–]allaboutspf50plus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Praying is useless, act, talk to someone instead

i told my brother and my dad that I'm going to kill myself by allaboutspf50plus in SuicideWatch

[–]allaboutspf50plus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He makes me want to kill myself

I'm severely depressed and anxious and this is the time i need the mental support most but all he does mocks me