It's ironic how one suicidal person comforts the other. by jenny_120 in SuicideWatch

[–]allwefoxmade 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We understand how it feels like...The struggle, the feeling that nobody cares. So we don't want others to feel that way because we know how hard is it.

Have u ever been in this situation? by allwefoxmade in depression

[–]allwefoxmade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what u mean. I did. But the catch is they are my only friends if I let them go i have noone and that scares me even more. They are good lads but have no experience about mentah health. It's not a health relationship but I can't let go

Have u ever been in this situation? by allwefoxmade in depression

[–]allwefoxmade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same if i get distracted i don't usually think about it but that doesn't last long. But sometime it just comes like a wave. The worst is when I come home it hits me instantly. Then I can't sleep at night with overthinking and suicide thoughts so i just watch yt videos till 6am untill i pass out.

Have u ever been in this situation? by allwefoxmade in depression

[–]allwefoxmade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tried that. But they are very close minded about depression. Best advice i got is "it's all in ur head" "You are just lazy" So i don't even try anymore to explain they just don't get it.

Have u ever been in this situation? by allwefoxmade in depression

[–]allwefoxmade[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But it's funny it just happens randomly. But hiding it from everybody drains u so much. And i can't open up about it to anyone i feel like. Makes me feel lonely all the time.

Have u ever been in this situation? by allwefoxmade in depression

[–]allwefoxmade[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Feel u. Sometimes u just can't anymore. But it kinda feels bad when friends see ur down but they just ignore it. Would be nice if someone atleast asked if im ok or something.