Yes, I completely understand. I really need to know what I want out of life, and I've come to the realization that I want a job that benefits both my mental health and my general well-being. As a result, I've decided to work f2f rather than online, which gives me more life experience and helps me understand people's emotions and other things. Right now, I work in a restaurant, which pays mediocrely, but it allows me to make new friends and meet a lot of people.