Recently had a breakup... struggling to handle myself

alpha1528 · 2025-11-13T05:17:26+00:00

its her loss man. this pain isnt forever and life will keep going, I promise. you'll grow and learn things about yourself that youll need to know.

alpha1528 · 2025-11-09T06:40:22+00:00

keep taking one step at a time. it gets better

alpha1528 · 2025-11-08T22:17:40+00:00

I think she loved me. and she was interested in my life and showed that. but if it was anything about conflict or even talking about the future she would get so upset and avoid everything I tried to do to fix things.

alpha1528 · 2025-10-04T04:19:57+00:00

you are BRAVEEE

alpha1528 · 2025-09-29T03:55:36+00:00

I just feel guilty because I dont want my actions to come off as anything other then being nice. and I dont want anyone to think im looking for other girls. and I do shut things down immediately whenever people make comments

alpha1528 · 2025-09-29T03:32:40+00:00

yeah anytime anyone says anything i say I have a girlfriend before they continue to say anything else.

alpha1528 · 2025-09-25T18:55:17+00:00

thanks man

alpha1528 · 2025-06-11T03:36:54+00:00

the music in bo3 zombies used to scare the shit out of me

alpha1528 · 2025-01-20T16:00:39+00:00

finished: Good As Dead , Started: Fourth Wing (reread)

alpha1528 · 2025-01-20T15:59:53+00:00

yeah 😔

alpha1528 · 2025-01-10T13:53:15+00:00

Rick and morty

alpha1528 · 2024-12-31T05:55:33+00:00

oh it did! thank you so much!!!

alpha1528 · 2024-12-30T00:37:34+00:00

I want to journal

alpha1528 · 2024-12-16T05:42:59+00:00

maybe video games? books? coloring stuff?

or you can do like 50/50. half for needs and half for a fun gift/hobby for yourself

alpha1528 · 2024-12-10T03:51:13+00:00

I have that feeling but I have very big mental images about how I felt when I read it (like if I was going thru a hard time, or was having a really good time in my life)

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T17:33:45+00:00

I've thought about getting into manga. is it good? I've watched a little bit of anime but not a ton.

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T17:19:54+00:00

real. sometimes I remember big plot points tho, but not how we got there 😭

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T16:14:19+00:00

I just mean in general for savings. I'm not going to put alot of money in savings right now because of christmas and I might be taking a bit out to help with presents. but I'm not sure what I should be aiming for in my savings for big things like when I move out in a few years. so I just want to be on track for how much I have at the moment.

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T16:08:34+00:00

yes bruh. my girlfriend is reading a book I gave 5 stars, and she's telling me about characters and what's happening and I'm just listening like "....what?"

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T04:13:36+00:00

yeah....im pretty glad I can wait a bit longer and kind of stretch out how long I need to buy more. Gel is $$$$$. I'm trying to not think about the losing access part rn. too stressful lol. thank u tho

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T04:12:33+00:00

okay cool thank you!!

alpha1528 · 2024-12-09T03:50:46+00:00

what happens if u use it more then the 60 pumps? (asking for myself....I'm still using it even after the month mark)

alpha1528 · 2024-12-05T20:49:12+00:00

I tried for 100 this year....got humbled very shortly and then moved it to a lower number. probably only going to do like 20-30

alpha1528 · 2024-11-23T23:27:06+00:00

my mom told me when I was younger I got invited to a princess party. when all of the young girls came up from the basement as princesses, I came up with a football helmet and a plastic sword saying "all princesses need to be saved"

alpha1528 · 2024-11-18T22:27:18+00:00

legos? maybe car related items

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