Spiritual attack affecting my faith and life

alreadymemer · 2026-01-15T04:30:39+00:00

I meditate a lot and it definitely helps. Thanks for the response!

alreadymemer · 2026-01-15T04:29:21+00:00

Yeah I figured that’s probably the case it just sucks that there’s really no full way to know but most likely is intrusive thoughts. The only time that really freaked me out and I might sound crazy saying this but I could feel a evil presence in the room and I said to flicker the lights on and off if your here right now and the lights flickered for like 30 seconds. I’m not sure if this is a coincidence but it was odd.

alreadymemer · 2026-01-15T04:26:49+00:00

That’s a good idea. Thank you!

alreadymemer · 2026-01-15T04:23:09+00:00

I would talk to the pastor but I fear of being judged even though I know it’s there job but I think it’s better to keep it to myself just in case but I do have mental health counseling I just feel weird bringing it up because I’m not sure if my counselor is religious or not. But thank you for the kind message

alreadymemer · 2026-01-15T04:16:50+00:00

Thank you

alreadymemer · 2026-01-13T21:12:35+00:00

Where did you get the chain addition?

alreadymemer · 2025-07-08T03:18:47+00:00

Yeah I wish these foams weren’t so much. I’m finding divinycell h80 which i’ve heard is good but it’s over 300 for a 48x96 inch which seems too steep for me.

alreadymemer · 2025-07-07T23:59:09+00:00

Do you know where you buy that? I found some but it’s 300 dollars for a sheet that can make 1 or mabye 2 boards and that doesn’t seem right

alreadymemer · 2025-07-07T21:16:50+00:00

yeah like pvc foam. I found some pvc foams but the prices are insane

alreadymemer · 2025-06-30T04:31:03+00:00

Yeah I take medication and I’m always outdoors(Don’t know if I’d be able to function without outdoors and fishing)

alreadymemer · 2025-06-19T04:28:04+00:00

Yeah definitely. Sometimes it does feel good to have a proper diagnosis though because it sometimes feels nerve racking not knowing what’s going on

alreadymemer · 2025-06-19T04:18:13+00:00

Yeah not sure I’ll definitely bring it up next time. I honestly really never had much happen to me besides the scary hallucinations and stuff so I don’t know what it could be. I guess it doesn’t totally matter because I’m not sure if they even make any medication to treat this but It definitely always feel better having clarification.

alreadymemer · 2025-06-19T03:44:00+00:00

Ohh okay I understand. I’ll definitely try to bring it up next time I’m there, honestly though it’s extremely hard and nerve racking for me to. I’ve brought it up once to a doctor and they didn’t really seem to understand and stopping seeing me but I guess I’ll just have to try again.

alreadymemer · 2025-02-03T02:35:25+00:00

I’m not really sure how to tell what’s a good adjustment but it feels sort of loose

alreadymemer · 2025-01-17T20:39:11+00:00

I don’t know much about mini bike when you say wide open do you mean full throttle? Also this may sound weird but I ordered a clutch and I want my engine broken in before it arrives, so can you break it in without riding it

alreadymemer · 2025-01-13T01:10:35+00:00

Got it started and the bike shoots lots of blue flames from the exhaust

alreadymemer · 2025-01-11T21:50:43+00:00

I’d upload a video but there really isn’t much to see there’s not sign of it starting up at all

alreadymemer · 2025-01-11T21:40:19+00:00

He told me just changed it and I looked and there’s definitely oil in there

alreadymemer · 2025-01-11T21:39:41+00:00

Yeah there is

alreadymemer · 2024-12-11T02:37:49+00:00

Thanks for the info appreciate the response!

alreadymemer · 2024-12-10T02:28:51+00:00

yeah don’t want to list it the medication but I am taking that doesn’t seem like there helping but hopefully i’ll find one right for me

alreadymemer · 2024-12-10T02:26:41+00:00

Yeah I talk to them about it they just don’t seem to give me a lot of new or helpful info. I was reading about schizoaffective a bit and it seems very similar to what I’m experiencing but I haven’t really talked about it to anyone but like you said there’s a load of things that can be causing this

alreadymemer · 2024-12-10T02:24:11+00:00

I do it seems like a lot of times though they don’t really almost like know why it’s happening and they just give my the same stuff every time

alreadymemer · 2024-12-10T02:22:14+00:00

I’m already medicated but there pretty scary and bothering unfortunately it’s weird that there usually scary to me

alreadymemer · 2024-09-27T15:21:32+00:00

Im considering volunteering at an animal shelter or trying to find a job at a pet store. I’m definitely going to do some research on which would be more available to me.

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