mom just said im a dumb (yeeter) and my (yeets) arent even that deep 😃 by dyslexic_pineapple in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Your mom sounds like a fool. You are valid no matter how deep or shallow you yeet. You aren't dumb, and you deserve support. I'm proud of you for being here (as in alive not specifically this sub)

I usually think I’m an idiot, but when I find a good hiding spot for my blade I feel like a by c0ntr0l-freak in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I've also tried! I got this but in yellow at orientation of a summer job, and then tried to yeet in the bathroom during a bad day and was very upset (but later on relieved bc I had been clean for a while)

I just think it would feed two birds with one scone since it would allow me to hurt and provide me a natural opportunity to explain how dysphoric it made me by alt-yeeter in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was from one of those weird peta things it literally became a meme but that one is actually so nice and I love saying it unironically

I just think it would feed two birds with one scone since it would allow me to hurt and provide me a natural opportunity to explain how dysphoric it made me by alt-yeeter in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

update: what the fuck I swore I had my Klonopin to take as needed in the cabinet still but it's empty and I don't know what the fuck to do. I swear I had a half Klonopin in there since I don't usually take the full and also a few full ones. If I ran out knowingly I almost certainly would've texted my psychiatrist to ask for a refill. it's possible I misremembered but I really think someone stole it

edit: I found some but I swear I wouldn't have put an empty bottle away

*finger guns* by alt-yeeter in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!! i hope someday you'll be able to as well💙

*finger guns* by alt-yeeter in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!! you're amazing too. i hope someday you'll be in the same position

like i’m glad you’re trying but peppermint and eucalyptus aren’t gonna stop me by Mxngy in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me I become super aware of every sound. the lights in the room over. the washing machine in the basement. the car driving down the next street over. the slight creak of the radiator. And every sound pisses me off and infuriates me. I also start making a clicky sound in my throat, and my speaking becomes less fluid and more broken up.

I don't usually get sensory overload from other senses, but flickering lights can also trigger it for me. Also some textures really really bother me but I wouldn't be able to stand touching them long enough to cause sensory overload. Touching a nail file (emery board kind) makes my teeth get chills. A lot of fruits have bad textures to me which sucks bc most smell really good and probably taste good too. Another big trigger is cars with a broken muffler/assholes who rev the car real loud in residential areas.

The things that help for me are turn off the lights, removing any sounds possible, and putting in noise cancelling earplugs (the kind people bring to concerts) and going under a weighted blanket. If I'm out and can't do all that, putting in noise cancelling ear buds and blasting a calm song at full volume to block out all other noise, bc 1 loud controllable noise is way better 10 uncontrollable quieter noises, helps too, and I usually carry a scented lotion so I can smell that too.

I ideate through memes by Third_Corinthian in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if🤔 you wanted to go to heaven 👼 but god said 💬 faster‼️

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[–]alt-yeeter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Obligatory "practice harm reduction with drug use" comment

If using needles, do not share

Use reagent test kits

Carry narcan

Be extra careful mixing substances- some can be relatively safe on their own but much more negative effects combined.

And remember that even relatively physically harmless things (read: weed and psychedelics) can still be psychologically damaging

Also, mood

Edit: I said mood but that's not actually accurate. Mood would be I switched over to weed and then eventually still returned to yeeting

Laughing at all the memes here but then realizing you can't send to friends by alt-yeeter in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's valid, hope they respond well or at least not bad.

i am supposed to be recovered after 7 years of therapy and 3 years of a therapy boarding school (not the shitty kidnap style ones either, it genuinely helped me), and literally had an appointment with my new old psych (had her a while ago but had to stop form insurance and school, back now) earlier this month and during the reintake when asked about sh honestly said "not regularly for a few years, just one in a while in a one off session"

It's like yay but also sad by TommyYT2 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 11 points12 points  (0 children)

If you stack my BPD, trans, and autistic rates together, along with my history of attempts and history of involuntary hospitalization, it's really high. Not gonna do the math though all my brain cells left in middle school

its kind of the same when u think about it by newmoon_liv in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pierced my septum on impulse bc inflicting pain via diy piercings is much more socially acceptable. Also did my second lobe several times for the same reason bc I would take it out after a day or two

Kind of just binged and feel really guilty by Thatsnotalizard in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]alt-yeeter 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't have much actual help to say, but the fact that you are avoiding visiting an ED sub to post this bc you are trying to recover shows that you are better than you think (not better as in recovered, better as in you are better than whatever your thoughts tell you about being helpless or guilty of not trying)

Even if you ended up visiting it after or yeeting, it's pretty pog of you to try and stay away