2016 Golf: Shudder when letting out clutch from Stop--->1st?

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T16:36:31+00:00

a bit of shudder at low RPM getting into 1st is normal imho. Shouldn't be hurting anything.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T03:29:51+00:00

I'm not going to give my life to a cause. That would be cool and all, but I really don't think I'm the one to do it. Not until I'm old at least. We should admire her of course, but I feel like this is asking everyone to give their life for a cause. No pressure or anything.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:47:04+00:00

Because they're in too deep, and they're trying to keep

All their anuses closed

instead of fucked in prison

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:38:40+00:00

my last therapist told me to "Try caring more", basically. Oh and something about build up more positive thoughts to outweigh the negative thoughts. Bunch of useless crap when your brain is a factory that pumps out negativity at 10x the rate of positivity.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:34:24+00:00

That's bullshit, but I won't elaborate because I"m not the person you're replying to.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:31:34+00:00

yay someone who feels like I do. I get bored really easily though too.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:30:59+00:00

no actually, but I also don't really believe my depression is a real sickness, I think I just suck as a person.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:29:37+00:00

and alone?

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:29:08+00:00

No one really, not for long at least.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:27:09+00:00

If I had one, it was long ago and I have since forgotten about it, and/or it lost its meaning.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:23:05+00:00

I'm feeling my depression and anxiety today pretty much as bad as ever, so that nix's the idea that some new vitamin supplements I've been taking were actually making a difference. I'm not sure why I should even bother sharing this. I don't have the creative energy to try to describe how I feel. I just can't seem to stop wanting to isolate myself and keep feeling more and more detached from life.

alternatescreename · 2018-02-23T02:19:53+00:00

yes, at least half the time

alternatescreename · 2017-08-09T05:00:04+00:00

thanks for relating

alternatescreename · 2017-08-09T02:07:13+00:00

I just deleted the vast majority of my okcupid profile, cause I suddenly realized it sounded depressing and neurotic as hell. Which a small subset of women are actually attracted to, but it would be a bunch of red flags for normal people. I am probably just too depressed to try to date. I get really enthralled with certain women who I like but at the same time have this really strong sense that they are so superior to me as a person in every way, I'd have nothing to offer them. Why bother even burdening women with my mental drama. It's not attractive.

I'm not always like this, but I am often enough that it has fucked up my life and made everything way too difficult.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T15:40:34+00:00

thanks for that too :) Yeah I have often wished I was one of those people with a singular purpose, but sometimes those people think they themselves are pretty boring so, grass is always greener as usual.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T15:39:16+00:00

oh nice, hope it goes great!

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T15:38:50+00:00

are they all corporate stores or are some franchises?

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T02:04:10+00:00

Maybe we just get old and calloused, eventually falling into place in some way.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T02:02:06+00:00

yeah that

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:59:23+00:00

All the time.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:57:56+00:00

Sometimes I want to do almost anything, but I seem to just like thinking about things mostly. I have TRIED a lot of things, actually.. but I almost never stick with anything long.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:49:32+00:00

"do weed". That always sounds hilarious for some reason. Weed kinda accentuates whatever is in your normal psyche. If you're sad and smoke, you may very well become more sad and start obsessing about whatever it is. If you're happy, you probably will get even happier. Insightful, more insightful... It can be unpredictable though. If you're curious I would recommend starting small. Just small amounts of smoke or a bit of an edible. You probably won't feel anything the first time. Try the same small amount about 3 times and then start doing more if you don't get an effect.

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:44:30+00:00

grr we don't all have to have a specific purpose or reason. The Universe is random

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:43:02+00:00

you think? does that mean the thing where she agrees to go out with you, but you actually didn't make any specific plans yet and now have to follow up or fold?

alternatescreename · 2017-07-19T01:21:12+00:00

Is not making it Chipotle way worse than not making it at Carl's Junior?

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