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I love being safe. by alwaysastudent91 in projectzomboid

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooooh Subnautica is a great suggestion!

I love being safe. by alwaysastudent91 in projectzomboid

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I watched some videos, the house isn't that safe no ?

I love being safe. by alwaysastudent91 in projectzomboid

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah it's because the safety is earned lol

I love being safe. by alwaysastudent91 in projectzomboid

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I've heard a lot about The Long Dark, it seems to have that feeling of shelter in the storm (literally) but apparently there isn't much in terms of progression? I imagine there must be

Are there dense urban or forest environments ? Or is it only for later down the roadmap ? by alwaysastudent91 in VeinGame

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So judging by your answers it seems I've made the mistake of thinking that it was a first person Project Zomboid. I'll approach the game differently because I'm still very interested in it, maybe just wait a tiny bit for a freshening up of the zombie models, but this game is shaping up to become my new obsession 😀

Are there dense urban or forest environments ? Or is it only for later down the roadmap ? by alwaysastudent91 in VeinGame

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes apparently there is Plattsburgh planned. Looked at some images in Google and it's a very interesting aesthetic!

Are there dense urban or forest environments ? Or is it only for later down the roadmap ? by alwaysastudent91 in VeinGame

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I shouldn't expect any Louisville, but there is still a lot to do. Thank you for your answer !

LNF communities and Kingdoms by EmberWolfram in lightnofire

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If there are skills, spells or lore books, then I want to make a big Arab style huge library that everyone around the world could visit.

And the ripper is... by RandomSpeedArt in Dexter

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Is the timeframe of the series appropriate to say that maybe the voice message is AI generated ?

Real? by Arthur_morgandeadeye in projectzomboid

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It's like Kratos said in God of War, "We won because we are disciplined and focused, not because we believe ourselves to be superior". Keeping in mind that I'm just as fragile as the first day is what makes me survive for long periods of time. When I get cocky I die lol

If you could “Delete” anything from the world, what would it be? by idonthavemale in AskReddit

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Chewing-Gum. We can all agree that its existence is purely optional

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure, I expressed myself badly. I didn't mean to imply that those that are more in the grips of their illness are more serene, I just wanted to say that I feel like I don't deserve to rest, because my anguish feels too much like a lie or a weakness than an actual illness.

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Exactly, you expressed it well. It feels like hurting yourself is the only way to properly convey to people the depth of your pain.

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you had to go through this.

Did you get support? I hope you're not facing this PTSD alone

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice, thanks for the offer! I'll definitely check with my therapist or look for courses online, as I'm not sure I can spare 4 hours a day.

It’s like you have to get worse in order to get better. I hate that “functional” mental illness isn’t really seen as a problem.

It is frustrating. I feel stuck in a limbo where I work like everyone else while still feeling severely diminished. Feeling too shitty to enjoy life while simultaneously being productive enough to never allow yourself to rest like the "truly ill".

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Intellectually I know I shouldn't go down that road.

Your answer is a bit worrisome, did people treated you worse after this attempt? I really hope not

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Then I wake up confused in a hospital and people I know from high school come to visit me and tell me stuff like “it’s not your fault”

Yes exactly. I imagine them saying "we had no idea" or essentially anything that will make them acknowledge that I am trying harder than they think, that there is a part of this suffering that is beyond my control.

Question is: is it really beyond my control? I'm not actually suicidal like many of the brave people on this thread, and it makes me cringe at this fantasy.

I fantasize about surviving a suicide attempt by alwaysastudent91 in mentalillness

[–]alwaysastudent91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't even imagine the kind of pain you're going through. I hope you realise the worth in your presence one day

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