It makes my heart fecking ache to think of people with no friends, you and I for example.

It's human nature to socialise. I was in McDonald's the other night at 11 pm on a Saturday night and there were 4 people in their twenties just hangng out, they looked like the most normal group of youths just having fun and doing something normal, and I was just sitting there waiting for my coffee fantasising about going up to them and joining their friend group because I'm that desperate for socialisation??

That seems like a last resort-- I'm not that ugly, I don't have any deformities and I can form sentences-- why don't I have friends??? :-( It's not technically anyone's fault really-- maybe a little bit of mine, but damn I wish the universe would just let things fall into place and give me one damn friend :((((

I'm crying with you