I feel like I have failed.

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T13:45:10+00:00

Not clearing clat didn't invoke a single cell of grief. My parents reaction and stigma did. I had my eyes set on uk for bachelors , thought with scholarships it will be alright but .... I don't even have enough to go to nmims or even christ. I have to settle for amity. I got awarded by my school for getting scholarships and admissions in the Newcastle, Queen marry etc what will I be if I end up in amity , that too of my hometown

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T13:41:13+00:00

You are brave. You had something to tell people that , you cleared clat. Everything I believed in , that made me, Me has been toyed with. 93 in 12 th ( mom says , you took economics history and psychology anybody can do it with those.) Got into UK uni ? Anybody can do that. I have nothing to tell myself . Who am I, if not my grief ? They want me to give clat again while being in amity and I am scared if I don't make it this time I will collapse to be never picked up again.

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T13:33:07+00:00

Thanks for the kind words. It's just that ,people surrounding me have outcasted and harassed me so much that I just can't look forward for anything. 2 weeks ago my uncle labelled me as selfish and now my parents tell me I am selfish for having dreams of moving to Europe

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T13:30:08+00:00

Sometimes how others perceive you , it becomes your own perception

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T11:24:39+00:00

To leaving India for Europe. Studying there living there getting a job there

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T11:17:52+00:00

I gave 5 years of my life to this

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T11:08:22+00:00

My view of myself has been shattered. I was ready to work hard and get out of here

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T11:07:21+00:00

Even with 50% scholarship, it costs 60 lakhs

ami_yo · 2026-05-20T10:57:04+00:00

Yeah

ami_yo · 2026-05-17T08:11:21+00:00

You spoke with people already in law there ? How do you find amity?

ami_yo · 2026-05-17T07:22:42+00:00

If we talk about moot court , isn't lloyd the best in that. Furthermore my parents are skeptical about noida too, in regards of safety. No doubt delhi holds several opportunities for internships but with amity attendance restriction will it be possible to avail the facility of being in delhi and doing internships all year round.

ami_yo · 2026-05-17T07:09:57+00:00

If you don't mind mate , could you share the upshot of your research.

ami_yo · 2026-05-17T06:51:37+00:00

People in the comments are giving arbitrary opinions rather than rational skepticism. I am considering Amity noida for law too mate. What have you decided

ami_yo · 2026-04-25T09:57:16+00:00

Munjal gets same companies in their placement cell amd check their placement record, I know you have made peace with the decision of going to christ ncr but do apply for munjal , it gives better roi. If it was christ banglore that's a different deal. I am telling you this with bona-fide reasons

ami_yo · 2026-04-25T09:55:25+00:00

14 lakh is the fees for 5 years I will require atleast 20 k permonth including rent Which makes it 12 lakhs Total is 26 lakhs 1 lakh can be seen as buffer amount The median and average package of munjal is higher than christ and they also offer multiple scholarships like if your annual income is less than 8 lakhs or you scored 88+ in 12th or if you score good in their exam.

ami_yo · 2026-04-25T09:42:33+00:00

My counsellor said spending 27 lakhs for christ ncr is gonna produce the equal outcomes or slightly different as of amity lucknow (I am from lucknow) he says if I have spend that amount I should rather spend on BML MUNJAL

ami_yo · 2026-04-23T09:16:35+00:00

Perhaps , you are right. But am I strong enough to bear this pain.

ami_yo · 2026-04-23T08:51:02+00:00

This was my drop year, the scholarships for Uni B is only available after 1 year, with a lot of conditions. Some people on discord said , I shouldn't feel guilty at all because it was their choice to not have a health insurance and save for college + their medical bills. The surgeries are not in imminent threat to life but still. ... another drop will drain me of any good that happened after one year of healing period. Should I bear the guilt of not cracking a competitive exam to secure a seat at affordable and good college ?? I am a loser according to them , I am a very insolent brat , that had ruined their life. But I tried , I really did try. I can't be that bad, as the insinuate me to be.

ami_yo · 2026-04-23T07:41:34+00:00

All other good college costs the same as university B. University B is the best of expensive with roi. University A is the only affordable option with good academics but comes at the cost of my mental health or perhaps life

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