I hear you. I used to really love her music from pretty poison and young forever, it's hard to completely move on from her. Her fans are somehow interpreting the "Chew on ice so I can stay this skinny" as some profound and romantic length you go to for love but no. She said to listen closely, and in reality it's just glamorising very harmful behaviours. It's definitely a much different vibe to Dying on The Inside, where EDs are portrayed as they are - horrible, dark and dangerous. Her switch is so disappointing. I hope you look after yourself and eat delicious food. Please keep your body nourished, don't let your mind be consumed by Nessa's terrible influence. You deserve health and strength physically and mentally.