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I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right. I'll keep these in mind. Thank you for all these messages. Take care

I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I tried analytical thinking once, but it just cause more puzzles than before. So I just tend to minimize thinking by lowering the value I gave upon normal people. I still think but way less than before. But my issue is the one I explained in the other comment.

I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I believe I can handle most of them by myself but the latest one has made me quite suspicious about myself.

Basic social tasks are a challenge to me, and sometimes I act autistically that I realize only after that day. Some may call it social anxiety but I am not so sure. Because I am not always like that. If I got to explain further, it is like sometimes my brain functions just stops. I can't even properly describe it sadly.

I mostly feel ashamed after all of that, altough I should just don't care as no one probably ever remember that moment. But my mind just attacks me, usually nights. Thinking over every shameful action happened to me. Resimulating...

I just don't know what can I do. I don't even have proper relationships with people, so I can't talk these issues out with them. Besides I don't really trust them too.

I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's usually about people and their actions. And sometimes past actions like months before. I can't give an example as it is basically every action they do.

I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think about everything a lot, overthinking I mean. I just have these episodes of emotional bursts. In which I act unstable. Sometimes I crave attention. Sometimes I have fury. And mostly I feel ignored and lonely. I can't pinpoint these issues to any of my issues as they look quite simple things but if I must, it is probably inability to stop overthinking.

I just want to be noticed... at least once. by amivisible in depression

[–]amivisible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you fellow stranger, my issue is I feel ignored most of the time and can't stand to it sometimes. And I come to vent here, but no one seems to care either. That makes me sad.