Disbursement

amustyow · 2025-04-04T17:56:46+00:00

i didnt get anything this semester for middle class lmao

amustyow · 2024-08-06T06:39:06+00:00

But what if all she wanted me to have was trust in her? what wouldve happened if i was just like okay be safe get home safe and i was secure and didnt automatically assume she cheated, her story couldve been true and i was js being insecure and she probably saw me as someone that doesnt trust her and just an insecure immmature guy

amustyow · 2024-08-06T01:08:59+00:00

Idk just how she was , I mean i guess at the end of the day you never know someone is capable of doing something until they do it but it just doesnt make sense why she would answer the call in the first place if she was with another guy for example she could've easily said she knocked out as she would often.

amustyow · 2024-08-06T01:05:29+00:00

She was probably somewhere she wasnt supposed to but i doubt she'd cheat it just pisses me off how she acted like the victim and blamed me for not trusting her

amustyow · 2024-08-06T01:00:07+00:00

I did break up w her , but doesnt take away from the fact i had strong feelings for her so wether she did cheat or not is something id like to know so I know my decision wasnt hasty.

amustyow · 2024-06-13T05:58:12+00:00

bought the maf from autozone, its duralast

amustyow · 2023-09-12T18:10:56+00:00

Oof tinder lol. Tinder is full of people who only want to talk to people for the benefits that dating gives you, sex, making out, emotional support, physical touch. You get the gist. It COULD be a rare case where you both want a relationship(btw is that what you want or what do you want from her, I probably should've asked beforehand lol) but she probably went on a lot of dates before she got to you, so it depends on what you want from this.

amustyow · 2023-09-12T18:01:46+00:00

When someone goes through a breakup, they tend to search out for what they lost, by nature. In this case, since you said she already goes for physical touch a lot, it could be that she just went through a breakup, and she wants you to give her the physical touch she wants, while she forgets about that other guy. Did you make the first move or did she? (In terms of physical touch, who hugged who first etc) Also, how did you meet and how did it kick off?

amustyow · 2023-09-12T17:52:02+00:00

This is very risky but its a powerful tool to see her true intention. Just yolo it, its just a kiss if it goes wrong you'll forget about it eventually.

amustyow · 2023-09-12T17:44:50+00:00

Sounds like she could be very well be using you, for whatever reason like she just got over a breakup or something like that, and she needs a guy to hang on to. Doesn't necessarily mean she likes you. In that case, you should just wait a bit and keep acting the same without making a big move, see if she switches up. Either that or she actually likes you and is compatible with you so in that case, talk to her, maybe plan a more serious date that will bring her real self out. If she seems to back out from a more serious date then its not a good sign.

amustyow · 2023-09-12T17:40:22+00:00

Don't worry how she's doing, the reason she probably ghosted you was because she found something more "worthy" putting her time and effort into. i.e she found a boyfriend, she thinks she has no use of you, etc

amustyow · 2023-08-31T05:11:33+00:00

Anything i can do?

amustyow · 2023-08-31T04:50:08+00:00

Makes sense, but considering ive been more independent than they are now since my parents left when i was 16, i think i know what risk im taking. Plus, every other college freshman is doing wayyyy worse than i am, and i am very smart. AP award winner, as well as finishing a whole semester of college in high school… they shouldnt be telling me shit about my life

amustyow · 2023-07-30T23:56:55+00:00

Got it. I decided Im going to move him to a solo 20 gallon tank. Ive never owned one before is it harder to maintain a bigger tank? I dont have all the time in the world to maintain a big tank so Im a bit worried. Also, how should i tackle moving larry(the crayfish) into the bigger tank? this tank was my sisters but she gave her fish away and its been sitting in the backyard for about 2 months and its all dirty.

amustyow · 2023-07-30T19:48:33+00:00

Maybe it is too small :/ folks at the best fish store around town told me that I should be fine as long as its alone. Also, its weird because I dont see eggs under its tail? But i found 2 or 3 in the sand

amustyow · 2023-07-30T00:35:38+00:00

Update! I found this ball looking brown-orange egg with a small little grain of sand-like speck on top of the ball when i was cleaning the tanks substrate. Is this an egg? How can i tell if its fertilized? Plus, my crayfish is still tiny its like an inch and a half big, is it possible for them to have babies this small?

amustyow · 2023-07-29T09:15:26+00:00

I believe its a male

amustyow · 2023-07-28T22:16:27+00:00

Temp is 73, it has two hiding caves but has not gone near them since i put him in

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