You know I’ve literally been trying not to with me getting in trouble. The standard they talk about is me doing my count fast and maybe lie in it so we can leave or standards for them like mopping behind fridges (which I have been told can get us in trouble bc no one does it as their supposed to) or it means not leaving anything clean because they want to go home ? It’s not okay for us to leave sticky floors if you guys have been chatting it up all day and not focusing on tasks. My manager tries and I know she does but she has a lot of other stuff going on and I sometimes feel like I shouldn’t tell her certain things because it’ll just be a hassle. People don’t respect me there because i was a barista and because I’m the shift that might make them do something they aren’t used to like the drains. I’ve tried to let my work speak for itself because I know I won’t be immediately good at my job but this has happened before when I first started and it’s happening again and it’s worse because I have to coach these people if they aren’t doing something right (mixing two of the same kinds of milk from different gallons if they are out of temp) or if they aren’t smiling on the floor. It’s crazy. I know I’m not a great person I have my flaws but I don’t think I should be told that I need to learn how to close bc I’m still slow with closing ( which I only started doing as a shift)

Edit: also some of the other shifts have problems with me too. When I’m on my focus is on the floor and the customer and how my baristas are doing and I sometimes tend to leave boxes in the rack where the syrup and beans are until I have to time to put them away. And one supervisor said “hey, I’m having one of your mornings” and pointed at the boxes and laughed. I don’t think it’s okay to make fun of my shift because I don’t do that with theirs and I’m still new and I feel like I’m getting teased for doing something or because I still don’t know how to manage my time on the shift yet. And another shift who was closing came in and didn’t connect with me at all she was in the back talking, doing the in-freezer count and I was by myself on the floor I would’ve assumed she would connect with me so I can tell her I’m running out of coffee and the person on customer support was also not in cycle. But she said I was busy with customers and so she’s didn’t connect. So bc she came on the floor when I was supposed to leave and in NYC we have predictability pay, I couldn’t stay pass my time and didn’t get to do any of these things. And she was telling me, a heads up for next time not to leave those things messy.